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Hey Jenny- I just randomely checked the site today basically b/c I was bored and I was so glad to see that you posted again. I have thought of you so often and wondered/hoped that you were in remission after the radiation. Thanks for posting. You are an inspiration. Did Riverbrooke REALLY make it to city finals????? Cristina Crays - Tuesday, February 06, 2007 at 17:23:20 (EST) That was the most TOUCHING story that I've ever read! To bad I lived in it. Kidding! I know how bad you felt and now I'm glad it's over You know that party we went to earlier in 2006? Well I didn't know that it was cellebrating your cancer was over untill IT was OVER!!! Can you beleive it?!?! Noone ever told me!!! HOW RUDE!!!! Well love you. Your beloved daughter, Hannah Runkel. I LOVE YOU!!!!! - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 at 17:37:30 (EST) Hello Mrs. Runkel! A long time ago, someone told me about your website and how it chronicled your progress with your cancer. At the time, I didn't read it much -- we heard a lot from Mr. Giager and the other teachers at school. I just want you to know that you have been a great inspiration to all of us. You are still one of the strongest women I know, and I count myself as very blessed to have had you as a teacher and now as a homeroom leader. Thank you. Kelley Zarrett - Thursday, December 28, 2006 at 22:46:40 (EST) Hey, welcome back to the world of blog. We're glad to have you here. I check in every now and again and was thrilled to see your post. Thanks for sharing. I/we are always here for you if there's anything we can do to help. I think it's safe to say that what you're going through will go such a long way toward your first book - ScreamFree Survival. I'm already projecting the best seller status for 2010. I think the opening line should be something like, "No, this isn't a book about living with Hal." Love you, Merry Xmas, Happy New Year. Jon Kaplan - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 at 17:05:47 (EST) Hi Jenny, I came to your site because someone told me you are a great female role model. Boy do we need more of those in womanland. Rosa Parks, Anne Lamott, Jenny Runkel. I'm glad you posted on this site again. I think sometimes we as women don't let ourselves truly imagine the impact a story , our story, can have on others. Even others we've never met. Well that's what your story is to me. I hope to meet you someday. Elizabeth LeDuc - Friday, December 15, 2006 at 02:47:39 (EST) HI babe! I am so glad you posted again. Thank you for inspiring my friend, Ernest. He is in remission now, too. God is wonderful. Wonder if there are any groups about survivor guilt. I have read about it...surely there should be something out there. You deserve to be healthy and well...I know it would seem better for everyone to be cured..unfortunately that doesn't happen. Dot Shaw - Thursday, December 07, 2006 at 07:54:54 (EST) Jenny~ Just on a hunch I checked your site today! I'm am sooo glad to hear from you!! Loved your post. I feel sorta the same way. Weird, eh? Anyway, I too am well. Take care and I'll check back in soon! Your Canadian Cheerleader Kimberlee Moran - Friday, November 24, 2006 at 00:37:08 (EST) Jenny, I came to your blog via mine...still not sure you how came to mine! I have to tell you I loved it. I am sitting in the "chemo room" here at MD Anderson and I read almost the whole thing. I did really well, until I reached the part about your children and how they have dealt with your illness. On my treatment "journey" my biggest concern is not for me but for our kids (ages 6, 3 and 4 months). I saw so many parallels in your story and mine...substitute Running for Tennis, but the label maker thing...right on! Thanks for checking in on us and I will continue to look for more happy news on your site. I love your remission! Always, (soon to be) survivor Julie Julie Lyons (Melanoma Houston) - Monday, October 30, 2006 at 16:19:42 (EST) looking back over the past few months and seeing how God has brought you through this challenge in your life, i'm so glad you came to the czech republic with us. i really was that excited to find out that meeting one sunday and now as our trip is over and we return to the real world, i'm amazed at the story God is masterfully writing in your life right now. thanks for all you did for us on the trip and i am so sending you my bagillions of pictures!!! thanks for not just being an awesome teacher, but a true friend. rebekah - Saturday, April 08, 2006 at 17:58:06 (EDT) Hi Jenny, I hope your Christmas was special and your New Year is off to a good start. Did you go back to school today? My sister did. I just got off the phone with her and she sounded as if she had had the most wonderful day of her life at HIGH SCHOOL!!!??? She loves teaching and was so happy to be back to work. It made me think of you and I found myself hoping that you had a wonderful day too. Just wanted to encourage you and tell you again that you are in my prayers. I don't know how you guys love those kids like you do...but I'm so thankful that you do. Blessings, Lynn lynn chastain - Wednesday, January 04, 2006 at 21:33:14 (EST) What? No end of the year wisdom to impart? I am glad this year is coming to a close and very excited to see what God will do in 2006 in the Runkel family! God bless you. Cristina - Saturday, December 31, 2005 at 18:48:48 (EST) Great to see you posting again! Merry Christmas! Love, Cristina Cristina - Saturday, December 17, 2005 at 15:47:13 (EST) Jenny, I went to a Christmas luncheon given by TIRR the other day and this one guest speaker got up and told a story that really hit home. There was a high school music teacher/conductor from San Antonio who fell into the orchestra pit and became paralyzed from the neck down, vent dependent. He was sent to The Institute for Research and Rehabilitation in Houston after he stabilized in the local hospital in San Antonio. The entire school has been pulling for this man since it happened last summer. This man became very depressed because he could no longer create. Because playing an instrument was out of the question he took up painting. With a paint brush in his mouth he has nearly completed a giant mural at TIRR. He is going home for Christmas. Your friend Lisa who works with your mom... Hi Jenny, A year ago I was in the hospital in KC receiving a MUD, Marrow Unrelated Donor bone marrow/stem cell transplant. No one in my family could donate, we had to look into a donor from the national bank. It was risky and scary! I have a daughter, then entering 1st grade, I knew I had no choice but to fight with all my strength. The transplant was on 11/4/05 and I ended up with graft vs host (rejection) disease. I almost lost the battle, it was tough but I had a VICTORY WALL to inspire me to fight. Every day I would look at pictures of my daughter, wife, and family and friends. My wife would read scripture and pray with me, she would encourage me to walk the halls, even when I could barely stand up. She would encourage me to drink water (critically important). She would rub my back and feet to keep me awake so I could sit up in bed. I made it - 1 year out and in remission, another year growing with my family. My daughter is doing well, she learned about a lot of hard things in her first grade year, she learned about flexibility and give and take. She didn't get to do the things she normally participated in last year. This year she enjoys it all with enthusiasm. Bless you as you journey the road to health and prosperity with your family. www.greg-allen.net Greg Allen - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 at 09:05:00 (EST) Hi Jenny. I was glad to get the good news that you are healing and well. My mother had similar news this summer that she had beat bladder cancer. I saw Lee at Vandy this week and he is great and loving the college life. Houston will graduate this year from Peachtree Ridge. Look forward to playing tennis with you again soon. Love and happiness, Margaret. Margaret Washburn - Friday, November 11, 2005 at 22:14:12 (EST) James and Mandy Scudder - Friday, October 14, 2005 at 10:48:17 (EDT) I love you Jenny and I miss you, and I'm sure you must miss the stories of the drama that are my life ... and if not you can just pretend. I am so glad to hear everything is well, I think I'll be visiting you soon! Bonnie - Friday, October 14, 2005 at 03:34:54 (EDT) Jenny~ I am so glad to read your update. Been thinking about you and praying lots. I understand what you are going through. You got your good news Friday, I got mine on Monday! :) Will write you as soon as I am done here. Peace, love, pom-poms and Prozac, The Canadian Cheerleader Kimberlee Moran - Tuesday, October 04, 2005 at 22:50:51 (EDT) God is Great!! You are a Warrior! Kathy and I are happy for you and hope the family has weathered this well. Hope Hannah is doing very well in soccer. We miss seeing the others at soccer and do not get a chance to communicate. Prayers and best wishes are still with you and the family! Kerry Missel Kerry Missel (a/k/a Jordyn's Dad!) - Monday, October 03, 2005 at 12:00:22 (EDT) Jenny~ I know you don't know me (I am Cristina Crays' sister-in-law), but I have read all your posts and have been keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I was so happy to see that there was a new post this morning and even happier when I read the news! It's understandable why you would've shied away from the journal for a while and it's probably what was best for you! My aunt struggled with breast cancer and has now been in remission for two years, but has three more to go before she gets the true "cancer-free" announcement. So, I will keep praying for you both! Congratulations on all that you've overcome thus far! Julie Santana juliesantana@charter.net - Monday, October 03, 2005 at 11:09:53 (EDT) I have missed your posts. Thanks for the update and congratulations for this great news. Praise the Lord! I will keep praying for you! Cristina Jenny - Monday, October 03, 2005 at 10:20:39 (EDT) Jenny, I am so happy for you. I can understand why you have not wanted to write. But I am glad to hear of your progress. Christie Blair - Monday, October 03, 2005 at 09:55:39 (EDT) The great thing is that, even though you are done with cancer and done with treatment and done with being forced to be everyone's hero, none of us are done with you. We still think you are fantastic. As Hal said once, you're still "one of my favorite people" to an awful lot of people. Cancer didn't make you a great person; it just proved that you were one (something many of us already suspected). Many of us are still willing to pray for you as you get your life back. Many of us will keep praying until you hit that two-year mark and are still cancer-free. We love you Jenny! Jill - Sunday, October 02, 2005 at 23:52:21 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel! Just wanted to congratulate you on being done with the chemo and to tell you that I am still praying for your family. I thought about you today when I went outside this morning. I remembered from one of your posts a while ago you were looking forward to fall. This morning felt like fall here in Arkansas and when I felt that cool fall breeze this morning I thought, Mrs. Runkel would love this weather. Its is gonna be a beautiful fall this year and I know you will love it. Much Love & Peace! Jarrod Turbeville - Thursday, September 29, 2005 at 17:06:46 (EDT) Hey Mrs Runkel, I just found this page, but I had heard about the cancer a few months ago. I was concerned and thinking of you during that time because at least to me, the details were sketchy, as I was just getting bits and pieces from a few people. Anyway, I'm so happy to hear the good news! God is awesome, isn't he? Hopefully I can swing up to GAC way in the next little while to see you. Take care! Forrest Johnson - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 at 16:24:29 (EDT) I'm sorry I'm late in reading your message...but what good news to read you have finished Chemo. You have been in our prayers...both personally and at church...and will continue to be. We wish and pray over you lots of joy and blessings that can only come from above. James and Mandy Scudder - Monday, September 26, 2005 at 16:08:42 (EDT) Your messages are inspiring as I deal with my father's lung cancer treatment...which has left him unable to walk from neuropathy. That Chemo is BAD STUFF!! He is done and had his scan on MOnday. We'll see what it says. Thanks again for your words. Wendy Dore (Christopher's mom-GACS) Wendy Dore - Sunday, September 25, 2005 at 08:07:43 (EDT) I miss you! I love you! Bev Dowdy - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 at 18:18:50 (EDT) http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0223897/ Link to "Pay it Forward" Jill - Saturday, September 17, 2005 at 00:11:51 (EDT) Just thinking about you tonight as we have both celebrated birthdays this week! I hope you are getting over that sinus infection and feeling better today. We are here for you -call us anytime for anything! I'm dying to know what movie the line "pay it forward" is from? Love yall. Meredith - Thursday, September 15, 2005 at 22:26:14 (EDT) I heard your husband speak at a MOPS group in the spring and bought the book, I am trying to live life Screamfree! I have never met you but I have kept up with your journal entries after I saw the link in the Screamfree email I routinely receive. I am so pleased to see the chemo is over for you! I have prayed for you and silently cheered you on as I read the entries you have made from behind my laptop monitor. I just felt I wanted to say a big CONGRATULATIONS! So happy for you and your family and loved ones in your life. You are a precious person and I am so sure this experience will help you reach out and share yourself with even more people who can use your inspiration in their lives!!!! Maybe the next book can be Screamfree Cancer? A guide to making it through chemo...b/c I am sure you could help others in that situation with your positive energy! Wishing you nothing but the best in life... Screamfree Fan - Thursday, September 15, 2005 at 07:32:19 (EDT) WOO HOO! I have been so happy since I read your great news. Every time I think if it, I do a little happy WOO HOO dance all by myself. Then it occurred to me, maybe I should tell her! so there! WOO HOO! kim Kim - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 at 14:54:25 (EDT) Congrats on finishing chemo!!! YOU GO GIRL!!! Jana - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 at 12:12:26 (EDT) Wow! Its great to hear about your good news! I am so happy for you and your family. Keep smiling! Priscilla Tate - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 at 07:28:14 (EDT) Please add my joyful shouts to the happy chorus! That's awesome news!!! May the future hold more great news and no more treatments. Have a wonderful, joy-filled birthday! I know you have some serious celebrating to do. We love you! Julie S. - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 at 00:06:29 (EDT) I'm a bit behind, I know, but YAAAAAAAAAAAHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! Cellllllllllllllllll-a-brate good times Come ON!!!!!!!! (do do Do-do do do Do-do!!!!!! (Repeat with joyous happy feet dance).....There's a party goin' on 'round here.........etc. etc. etc!!! (do Do-do do do do Do-do.....) clap, clap, happy feet, laughing faces on family and friends..............and camera fade........ Crystal Tarpley - Monday, September 12, 2005 at 15:23:30 (EDT) I have liked the concept of "pay it forward" ever since I saw that movie! John and I have tried to live out that idea and teach our boys about it as well. And I agree with the one before me who said you have already been doing that by writing about your journey down this road. It was nice to see you at the football game Friday night. Have a wonderful, cancer-free week. :) Suzanne Connel - Monday, September 12, 2005 at 00:04:43 (EDT) "We can't all be heroes because somebody has to sit on the curb and clap as they go by." ...Will Rogers I Applaude You!!!!HOOOORRRRRAAAAAYYYYY You kicked that cancers booty!!! You are our hero. Linda Terrana/Brendan/Ryan - Sunday, September 11, 2005 at 22:34:40 (EDT) GOD IS GOOD! I have been reading your posts and praying for you all along the way. You are a brilliant writer and have a wonderful gift for finding good in everything and everyone. In my mind, you have already "paid it forward" by giving us all a new perspective about the beauty of life, no matter how challenging it may be from day to day. I will always be thankful to you the gifts you gave to my son as a teacher, but also for your inspiration. May God continue to bless you and your family Jenny Runkel! Sandy Frendt - Sunday, September 11, 2005 at 20:05:31 (EDT) huzzah! huzzah! huzzah! congatulations and hallelujah and mazel tov! much love to you all! jodi & owen & arden - Sunday, September 11, 2005 at 19:17:45 (EDT) YES! FANTASTIC! EXCELLENT! SUPERB! BRILLIANT! TERRIFIC! OUTSTANDING! STUPENDOUS! INCREDIBLE! MAGNIFICENT! team skit group- savage - Sunday, September 11, 2005 at 16:28:47 (EDT) That is such good news Jenny- congratulations! I am very happy for your whole family. Praise you Lord for the miracle you have performed. May many more come to know you and trust you as the one true God! Love, Cristina Cristina - Sunday, September 11, 2005 at 12:22:18 (EDT) Woooohoooo Jenny! You have NO idea how happy I am for you! Peace, love, poms-poms, and cheers to the big R! Kimberlee Moran - Saturday, September 10, 2005 at 14:12:55 (EDT) Praise the Lord and all the people said "Amen". You have brightened my day immeasurable...I'm out the door now for a long traning walk (I need to do 18-20 miles...do you think I can do this???)...but today the load will feel a little lighter as I thank God for your victory. Ya-HOO!!!! lynn chastain - Saturday, September 10, 2005 at 13:40:13 (EDT) What wonderful news to wake up to on a Saturday morning! I'm so happy for you - Gad is truly amazing. All my love! Nick Cheadle - Saturday, September 10, 2005 at 11:57:01 (EDT) That's the JENNY RUNKEL WE KNOW AND LOVE!! Congrats on the end of chemo!!!! See you at Sugarloaf?! Sending love your way!! DotShaw - Friday, September 09, 2005 at 18:00:12 (EDT) Hi! I went to a brief seminar of your husbands a few months back. (At the library off of Lenora Church Rd). I started receiving newsletters from him after I went. That is how I found out you had cancer. I have followed your web site ever since then and kept you in my prayers. I just wanted to write and congratulate you on your last round of Chemo. I pray that that is it for you and you will be on your way to new hair and lots of energy! A friend sent this to me and I thought about you. I thought it would be something you would enjoy reading! So enjoy! God is good, and I continue to pray for you and your family! Take care Jenny A fifth grade teacher in a Christian school asked her class to look at TV commercials and see if they could use them in some way to communicate ideas about God. Here are some of the results: God is like.. BAYER ASPIRIN He works miracles. God is like... a FORD He's got a better idea. God is like... COKE He's the real thing. (This is great) God is like... HALLMARK CARDS He cares enough to send His very best. God is like... TIDE He gets the stains out that others leave behind. God is like... GENERAL ELECTRIC He brings good things to life. God is like... SEARS He has everything. God is like... ALKA-SELTZER Try him, you'll like Him. God is like... SCOTCH TAPE You can't see him, but you know He's there. God is like... DELTA He's ready when you are. God is like... ALLSTATE You're in good hands with Him. God is like... VO-5 Hair Spray He holds through all kinds of weather. God is like... DIAL SOAP Aren't you glad you have Him? Don't you wish everybody did? God is like... the U.S. POST OFFICE Neither rain, nor snow, nor sleet nor ice will keep Him from His appointed destination. Jenny Berardinelli - Friday, September 09, 2005 at 14:06:06 (EDT) Okay, okay, sorry that we have so neglected you. I am so, what?... proud?, pleased? excited? All of the above? Anyway, you are done....I have a good feeling that it is for good, that means even if you have to do radiation. What I like most however was your previous post. Its quite tear provoking when you think that someone else weathers (and continues to weather) a severe storm and comes to the same conclusion as you, that our God created a world in which the choice is always ours. Because of those choices we live in a world in which bad things do and always will happen. God, in my mind, looks an awful lot like my dad. He has a monstrously big lap and I often see my self draped over his knee, sobbing my heart out and his large and comforting hand rubbing my back, stroking my hair, always with tears in his eyes as he watches his child suffer. Always with the hope that that suffering will ultimately make them even more reliant on the promise that he holds out for each of us. A life with no suffering..... after a nice long, joyful earthly one of course. Hey I don't think that he faults us for dreaming!!! Love to you all Jenny and may the days that fill you with peace and inner strength out number the days that don't! Laura Laura Fakier - Friday, September 09, 2005 at 09:15:24 (EDT) Congrats on finishing the chemo! Does this mean Hal's gonna grow his hair back now? (Please say yes!) My hair is a hopeless cause, of course... matt elliott - Thursday, September 08, 2005 at 20:13:44 (EDT) Jenny So glad you're through with chemo. I wish I could be there with your mom,Hal's mom, Hannah,Brandon, Hal, and YOU. I miss you very much. Bev Bev Dowdy - Thursday, September 08, 2005 at 01:38:04 (EDT) Dear Jenny, what a beautiful time of the year to complete such a rough patch of life. It is cooling off little by little and getting into the glorious orange/gold season of crunchy leaves. We don't know you well, but we love you and your family and pray for your complete healing. April, George and Seth Hawthorne - Wednesday, September 07, 2005 at 22:26:03 (EDT) Jenny, Congratulations and Praise God for your hearty measure of "living" through chemo! This morning I celebrate your victory even as my sister begins her first chemo this morning for breast cancer. She will have a regimen of 18 weeks and your positivity and encouragement is an answer to prayer and encouragement to many. I think we should plan a victory dinner!!! I'll be in prayer for the next leg of your journey, Blessings, Lynn lynn chastain - Tuesday, September 06, 2005 at 08:18:43 (EDT) Jenny, congratulations. As I write the word congratulations, I'm not sure if this is the right word, but it does seem that you have won... A long tough fight which required both mental and physical strength, determination, and a strong will. Yes, congratulations is correct. My family continues to pray for you as we have added so many others to our prayers over the last week. I have not been able to get on the internet due to power out/phones down etc. since the storm, but today I finally got onto your site again. I am so glad that things are looking up. Love, Monique P.S. We are all fine here. Monique Haydel Trahan - Monday, September 05, 2005 at 23:29:28 (EDT) YES!!!!!!!! I SIT NEXT TO YOU IN CHAPEL - Monday, September 05, 2005 at 21:56:30 (EDT) GOD is Good, Always!! Your faith and strength are amazing. Your writing has been such an inspiration-you have touched more lives than you will ever realize. Thank you for sharing your pain, fear, joy and love with all of us and letting us laugh and cry along with you. You and your family are in my prayers daily. Freedom reigns! Michelle Michelle - Monday, September 05, 2005 at 16:48:18 (EDT) Yippeeee! I'd call that a 6/0 Game/Set/Match! Love you! Mary Mary Sada - Monday, September 05, 2005 at 10:00:56 (EDT) Everybody join me in repeating William Wallace's battle cry from Braveheart: "FREEEEE-DOOOMMMM!!!!!" Tina Seward - Monday, September 05, 2005 at 09:35:24 (EDT) Hoorah for last rounds of chemo! Sophie - Sunday, September 04, 2005 at 20:10:49 (EDT) Freedom! George Michael sings a song about that. Your last entry made me think of it...awesome! Hopefully I'll be joining you shortly! Your ever lovin' loudest Canadian Cheerleader - Sunday, September 04, 2005 at 13:43:13 (EDT) I love you Mom! With love, Hannah Hannah - Friday, September 02, 2005 at 23:12:39 (EDT) just came upon your website - I'm in awe! I wish you the best! I'll pray for you! carol - Friday, September 02, 2005 at 11:24:43 (EDT) Still praying for you and your family. After reading your posts, I'm sending up special ones just for Brandon today. I love having him in Spanish snd Art...precious child. Just realized that today is the day. God Bless You. Allison Harper Allison Harper - Friday, September 02, 2005 at 10:46:22 (EDT) From the bottom of my heart, I thank you. I thank you for your fighting spirit and the great example of perseverance, and remarkable stamina. I was thinking last night about my daily struggles and how weary I get sometimes. Then I read your messages and realize God is using you to help me grow. Thank-you that you are outward focused. Thank-you that you are a great mother and wife, and thank-you that you point me and many more back to the cross and a loving God that loves us more than we will ever know. Psalms 145 has always been my favorite scripture because it includes the word "all" so many times that if someone ever doubted God's love for them, they'd believe it when they got done reading. The best part is when it reads, "He gives us our food at the proper time". God's timing is impeccable. Although, I am trying to understand the starving people in New Orleans issue these days, I will still say, God is a Good God. Thanks for your messages and I pray continues to bring you strength. Lori Robinson - Friday, September 02, 2005 at 08:42:04 (EDT) Hi Jenny. Me again. My sister actually died August 5th. Her funeral was the 7th. I can't believe I just posted that wrong. Christie Christie Blair - Thursday, September 01, 2005 at 23:00:56 (EDT) Hi Jenny, I started reading your passages a few months ago. I thought about you and said to myself how grateful I should be that I have my health. That is until my 30 year old sister died August 7th. I feel like your son. I have to question God. Also, my great Aunt only has months to live due to cancer. I find myself crying a lot. I am very confused right now. Christie Blair - Thursday, September 01, 2005 at 22:59:04 (EDT) Couldn't have said it better myself! You are right- we live in a fallen world and crap just happens. I know that God mourns for my two lost babies as much as I do and I also KNOW that God has made so much good come out of our sorrow already. But boy does it suck in the middle of it. I think of you often, pray for you when I do... Cristina Jenny - Thursday, September 01, 2005 at 21:09:51 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel, You rule. Enough said. Annalise Peters - Thursday, September 01, 2005 at 20:13:57 (EDT) > I LOVE IT!!! I believe God has a plan . . . but I also agree that that sentiment is too easy. Was it somehow "God's plan" that Matthew have autism? I don't believe so. I believe he allowed it, for whatever reason . . . and if I DIDN'T believe there was some sort of purpose behind it all, I would go mad. But to glibly tell someone, "God has a plan," IMO, is to minimize the hurt and pain that someone with cancer, or someone with a special-needs child, is feeling at that very moment. David screamed at God. So did Jeremiah. So did Job. So did Jesus on the cross. What else is, "My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?" but a scream? Thank you for reminding us that it's OK to scream at God sometimes. I believe he can take it. Tina Seward - Thursday, September 01, 2005 at 19:53:51 (EDT) Jenny, First off, awesome post. Couldn't agree more. Secondly, all of our love on the eve of (hopefully) your LAST CHOP! I'm sitting here doing the tomahawk chop to symbolically usher it into the past. While you have been an immeasurable inspiration during this whole process, we very much look forward (again) to you "just" being an inspiration in "normal" life. Love, J,T,B&B Here's to hair, tennis and no 'roids! Jon - Thursday, September 01, 2005 at 18:21:21 (EDT) The previous post should say, "God does NOT bestow. . ." Oops! I should teach myself to proofread before I hit "submit." Jami Denton - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 at 15:59:47 (EDT) Amen! Amen! Amen! Preach it sister! God does bestow cancer, hurricanes, and tornadoes. The cool thing about God is that he can take the horribleness of our lives (the things we bring on ourselves and the things that are brought upon us) and make beauty--To me, believing this is faith. I do not serve a god of devastation; I serve THE GOD of goodness, mercy, and love. You go, girl! I know that God has the power and desire to do great work in you and for you. Jami Denton - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 at 15:58:55 (EDT) I am so glad to hear you say what God hates. He hates to see his children suffer. He hates Cancer. He hates to see a man stand on my front porch and tell my mother she is a widow at 45. That was not God's will. This is Satan in this world and we will not give in to his plan for us to despair. We defeat Satan when cannot answer the questions our children ask, but we are still determined to love and serve our God. Victory is ours. Kim - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 at 14:53:56 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel, you are so awesome and I am so proud to have you as a friend. I hope you got my card, but in case you didn't, I'm thinking about you and praying for you, and I can't wait to see how God will continue to use you to bless everybody you come into contact with. Love nate - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 at 11:37:02 (EDT) Have I told you lately that I love you? ...I think probably not. I do so very much! Barbara Perkins - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 at 10:19:44 (EDT) Imagine visiting the ScreamFree site to get more insite on how to "deal" with my two little ones without losing it and seeing what you and your family are going through. I hate when I am reminded how good I have it by being shown how difficult others have it. And it always seems that the people who have it so difficult are the most warm and wonderful people around and have a way of shining such a bright light onto others, continuing to smile and be positive for others. You are incredible. Thank you. Maureen - Monday, August 29, 2005 at 21:28:55 (EDT) Jenny: Thanks so much for hanging with the gang Sat Night in spite of having the cold. It was great food, & fun. It was a blast playing that couple game as we revealed our couple relationships -- I laughed so hard my sides hurt. You are a joy to be with. Dave Markert - Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 19:12:07 (EDT) Jenny, I've just been catching up on the journal entries I have missed. Since beginning another school year with precious (yet somewhat exhausting at first) Kindergarten children, and also buying and selling a house.....well...I just needed to catch up on you.....though what I've heard through the GAC "grapevine" had been good. Now I see once again that you are not just good...you are still amazing. Several of your posts bring tears because they are that beautiful. The one about how you and Hal got together....loved it..........and Brandon's statement to you in bed......as sweet as it gets. I see that little guy in the Village about everyday. He always has a huge smile, a wave, and if he is really near, a hug for me. He looks like he is really doing well so take comfort there. Loving those tender little hearts is SO easy. I love my job! Hope you get over that cold quickly. Hang in there. You are loved by people you don't even know about! God's richest blesssings, Crystal Crystal Tarpley - Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 15:30:50 (EDT) "Sleepier & braver," just precious. One more! Chris Gonzalez - Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 02:26:38 (EDT) one more, one more, one more! SAVAGE AKA CHAPEL BUDDY - Saturday, August 27, 2005 at 20:15:20 (EDT) Jen, you are such a good Mom and you are right, in the long run your children will be stronger because of this. Your feelings of frustration and sadness for them are real. That's what makes you such a "special" mom, you truly know your children, and they are very lucky to have you as their mother. Lots of Love, Linda Honey - Saturday, August 27, 2005 at 00:22:28 (EDT) I dont know if you remember me, but I am your insurance agent. I had the pleasure of meeting you and Hal a few years ago. I recently found out you have cancer through a neighbor of yours I also do business with. I must say I was quite shocked to hear the news. I must admit in the line of work I do, I hear of clients who have fallen seriously ill, and it still rattles my cage. But upon talking with Hal and visiting your website, I must say it sounds like you are doing VERY WELL, and have incredible support from your family and friends to say the least. I remember you and Hal to be spiritual people and by the messages posted that holds true. So I will quote a favorite scripture and I hope it brings you comfort as it has brought me....Revelation 21: 3,4-With that I heard a loud voice from the throne say: “Look! The tent of God is with mankind, and he will reside with them, and they will be his peoples. And God himself will be with them. 4 And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away paul - Thursday, August 25, 2005 at 15:01:55 (EDT) Hi Jenny, Just a note to let you know I'm still praying and walking...(wow, that takes a lot of time), but I am constantly reminded of how grateful you and my sister (and all other cancer patients) would be if walking was what you had to find time for in your day! It gives me lots of time to pray and I do. I find myself using the words "please God" often and there is always a comforting sense of peace in response that calms my anxiety and says, "do not worry my child, for I am God and I live in those for whom you pray" Praise God and please God, Fondly, Lynn lynn chastain - Thursday, August 25, 2005 at 07:43:13 (EDT) Jenny, your tribute to Hal was so touching. I forgot how funny the stories of your dating days were. Brothers and sisters usually don't think of each other as amazing people, but you've opened my eyes at seeing what a wonderful person Hal is. I'm so grateful to have both of you as family. I love you and am celebrating with you that you're almost done with the worst! Robin - Monday, August 22, 2005 at 22:47:19 (EDT) aunt jenny, im so glad your almost done with the chemo!! HANG IN THERE FOR A LITTLE LONGER! i LOVE your storys and how they make me laugh. i know its a little early but i cant wait to see you at Christmas!!! toodles for now love bAiLey! Bailey - Monday, August 22, 2005 at 22:37:30 (EDT) khlpjo0=oht-o]tiykg6905=9t= t9509t9y9855y0i59yi5-0\y99594t2ro500-5i96458y-68u-]49 Brandon (with the Sillies) - Sunday, August 21, 2005 at 20:06:01 (EDT) Thank you for sharing your memory of the jeans... It brought back many pleasant memories of my own from our Jr. High and High School years... I'm so happy to hear the good news about your treatments, only ONE left! YAY! Keep up the fight...and more importantly, THE FAITH!! I look forward to hearing more good news after the scans are finished.... tell Hal hi for me... Carmen {Young} Vidrine - Sunday, August 21, 2005 at 10:52:20 (EDT) I remember well that afternoon when Hal wanted so much to meet you but could only think of one way--buying the jeans. He had talked about you so often, told me how near your dad lived to us, how cool you were. Maybe a wiser mom could have come up with a more clever ice breaker but I was probably trying a "hands-off" policy. Of course, now after all these years, you know how well my success at "hands-off." God blessed our family when Hal met you even through all seven of the break-ups; but I've never once doubted the permanency of your marriage. I love you very much and count you one of my best friends. Thank you for loving my son. Brenda - Sunday, August 21, 2005 at 09:58:36 (EDT) Jenny: Thanks for the story about how you met Hal and how he's been the greatest for you through this journey. I love to hear about great relationships (makes for great marketing copy... just kidding) I want to thank you so much for "loaning him" to the world to be the messenger for ScreamFree. The team had a fabulous status meeting today, where we all reflected on the progress we have made with the ScreamFree Book, the video, the company. We feel we're doing well in many areas, and yet that only highlights those areas where we need to do more and do better. (is that paradox?!) One thing we all know, we're so grateful for Hal, as are the 10's of thousands of parents out there who are seeing incredible changes in their relationships as a result of ScreamFree. It all started with him, and with you encouraging and helping and supporting. I'll leave it to you to tell him how good hal looks in a pair of jeans, but we'll all agree with you that he is quite a remarkable man and that the world is a better place because of him. Dave Markert - Friday, August 19, 2005 at 03:15:13 (EDT) Have you seen this? Sorry to plug someone else on your page, but you'll see why. http://rebekahspage.blogspot.com/ Jill - Thursday, August 18, 2005 at 23:13:43 (EDT) That is the sweetest story about you and Mr. Runkel! I miss your class so much this year; I keep wishing it was last year again and I could still be in there. It was by far one of my favorite classes ever. I learned an incredible amount about both English and life in general. Thank you for being such an amazing teacher and person. Abby Rising - Thursday, August 18, 2005 at 19:00:44 (EDT) Hey there! I was reading through your posts and thought it would be an awesome idea to make you dinner (well, my mother and I - she's good @ that sort of thing). So, please just e-mail me and let me know what a good day would be. I don't go to school till mid September, so there is plenty of time. N-cheadle@northwestern.edu - send a message and I will get it done! Hope school is going well, I know it must be hard, but I'm so glad to hear everyone is being so supportive! God Bless and know that I am praying for you. I wanted to tell you that when I saw you registration day and for some reason it just didn't come out and I felt rather awful about it. Hope to be hearing from you. CIAO! Nick Cheadle - Thursday, August 18, 2005 at 18:53:18 (EDT) What a TREAT it was to see you all at church on Sunday!!!!! Tina Seward - Thursday, August 18, 2005 at 13:55:12 (EDT) Welcome to the world of MPs. I hope every morning blesses you with a sense of hope and an awareness that I think you ROCK. Glad to hear the good news about September. Remember, just milk all the devotion, because pretty soon these treatments will be over and you will be celebrating every your not special day--in a very special way. Bev Dowdy - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 at 17:14:01 (EDT) Jenny, you don't even know me and yet I wait anxiously each day to read your entry. Today I smiled as I read, for as you described Hal and the relationship you have with him, I knew that I could say almost identical things about my husband. Tom and I have been married for 35 years the years just grow sweeter as we anticipate an eternity together. My prayer is that you and Hal will be blessed with many, many years together also. Keep up your good fight -- and you must publish your journal! Joyce - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 at 19:40:15 (EDT) I know I don't know you yet (hopefully I'll stay in honors and have you next year), but every once in a while I do get a chance to see you somewhere on campus. Throughout it all you still look so beautiful and it's amazing to see God getting you through everything. I've read over some of your entries, which have brought many tears, and I just wanted to say congratulations. Congratulations for your faith and strength, your up-beat attitude, and the power to let God touch lives through your story. Oprah once said, "God can dream a much bigger dream for you than you can dream for yourself." It's funny to me how in the end, his dreams always make more sense than ours ever did. I'll be praying... God Bless, Meagan Meagan Lang - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 at 16:59:51 (EDT) Peace and joy today and always! You and family are so beautiful! Love to all of you! Anne Mc - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 at 11:04:03 (EDT) Hello Mrs. Jenny, Victoria Burch told me about how cool your website was so I decided to see it myself. I read your journal entry and I am so glad to hear that you are feeling and getting better. I am praying for you! -*Sami Lyew* Sami Lyew - Monday, August 15, 2005 at 15:54:29 (EDT) Praise God for your wonderful news! Thank you for sharing so much with us. You have truly been an inspiration. May God's blessings continue to flow. Hannah and I will have dinner soon. Linda Byrd - Sunday, August 14, 2005 at 15:53:54 (EDT) Well, I did it! In honor of you, I cut 10 inches of my hair and sent it to locks of love. It is VERY short and will take some getting use to, but such is life. I love you and praise God for your good news. I will send a picture to your e-mail. Jo Anna - Sunday, August 14, 2005 at 15:32:26 (EDT) Jenny, What AWESOME news about the treatments! That means you'll be done before your birthday. What a great present! Meanwhile, please get over the "guilts" and remember that everyone who's able to do anything for you is blessed to have the opportunity. What we all really want is the chance to make the cancer go away. Since we can't do that, just let us do something. You continue to be a blessing to everyone who knows you as well as to those who know you through your online journal. Julie S. - Saturday, August 13, 2005 at 12:36:52 (EDT) Hi Jenny - I came across your site last week via Jacinda Shanks' blog, and I've been reading ever since. I like the way you write. And I appreciate the thoughtful and sometimes light-hearted way you share about issues that are anything but light-hearted. You (and your website) are a blessing to many, many people. God bless you in your recovery. Jana - Friday, August 12, 2005 at 15:11:42 (EDT) I am soooooooooo happy for you that you are thriving and doing exceptionally well after going back to school!!! I am going to miss you and your family soo much and I will definiatly keep in touch with emails!!! Your courage and strength astound me and I will continue to pray everday for your healing. God bless....Love~ "The girl with the Golden Hair" :) Laura - Friday, August 12, 2005 at 11:11:54 (EDT) Hi Jenny. I have been reading your webpage since it's beginning, and I and my family have been praying for you daily. I read the posts all summer and felt like I have developed a relationship with you. Once school started and I saw you on campus, I started to run up to you and greet you like an old friend, only to catch myself by realizing that just because I read and pray for you every day doesn't mean that you know who I am. :-p Anyway, if I lose control and run up and hug you like a long lost buddy, just humor me and smile and nod - and know that I think and pray for you, your family, and your doctors daily and can't wait till you finish beating this thing into the ground, you have gotten such a good start on it already. Love, hugs, & (cancer) beatings. Pam Pamela Earley - Friday, August 12, 2005 at 10:41:55 (EDT) Hii Ms. Runkel! yeah you probably have no clue who I am. But i was in your girls and relaxtion group last year. I loved that class. Maybe because it was the only class with freedom. Well i heard about what happened and i hope everything works out in the long run. Much Love. Heta - Thursday, August 11, 2005 at 18:30:43 (EDT) Great quote... St. Lawrence was martyred on an iron outdoor stove and supposedly said: "I am already roasted on one side and, if thou wouldst have me well cooked, it is time to turn me on the other." ever feel like that...? David - Thursday, August 11, 2005 at 16:14:31 (EDT) Great quote... St. Lawrence was martyred on an iron outdoor stove and supposedly said: "I am already roasted on one side and, if thou wouldst have me well cooked, it is time to turn me on the other." ever feel like that...? David - Thursday, August 11, 2005 at 16:14:29 (EDT) I'm going to miss you so much. Don't forget to come to Athens and visit! Bonnie - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 at 23:40:59 (EDT) Happy anniversary guys! Love you both! David <blackwelldavid@bellsouth.net> - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 at 02:51:40 (EDT) Hi Jenny! I'm so happy that you will be back at work! I know your students are too! I have enjoyed reading your journals this summer! I log on every day anticipating the next "chapter". You are such an inspiration to us all! My family has had you and your family in our prayers every day. I'm so thankful that you're getting better! Let us know if there is anything "special" we can do for you in the cafe'! We look forward to seeing you at lunch!!!....God bless you! Terri Gainey - GAC Cafe' - Sunday, August 07, 2005 at 23:08:36 (EDT) Im so excited for you that you are going back to school yet soo jealous of your students who get to experience the wonderfulness that is your teaching and class!! Best Wishes and I hope to see you before I go back! Love you! laura z - Sunday, August 07, 2005 at 20:14:53 (EDT) I'm glad to see that despite the dizziness and nausea, you can still spell "nauseous." I lost the spelling bee on that word in the fourth grade, and it has haunted me ever since. The word even makes me feel nauseous. See you at school! Sophie - Sunday, August 07, 2005 at 19:05:21 (EDT) Praise God for good news! So glad to hear your great report! (By the way, you looked wonderful at school!) Loved what you said about that "first day" gathering...pretty close to heaven in my thoughts too. Loved what you said about Kevin, as well. He's quite a guy...and you're quite a girl. Crystal Tarpley - Saturday, August 06, 2005 at 23:49:11 (EDT) OOPS! Before you get out your red pen, ..."YOU'RE the 'bestest' neighbor I could ever have!" ...ha! See ya later! Barbara Perkins - Saturday, August 06, 2005 at 21:25:43 (EDT) Thanks, Jenny! Thanks for all your thoughts about the first week back. ...Your the "bestest" neighbor I could ever have! I'm glad to be next door! I love you and I hope your weekend gets better and better. See you Tuesday! Barbara Perkins - Saturday, August 06, 2005 at 21:20:59 (EDT) Hi Jenny and Hal, Just a little to note to say hello. I 'm in the office today and thought I send ya'll some LOVE! Jenny, I'm happy to hear your health is getting better. I smiled a big smile to know you went to work. I tell ya -GOD is SO GOOD! Hal I know you and the kids are hanging in there. Your examples for family and togetherness is such an example for me a James. If there is anything we can do, please let us know. God Bless and truly hope to see ya soon! Because he lives- Barbara Langhorne - Saturday, August 06, 2005 at 12:27:46 (EDT) I was telling my aunt about you the other day. She told me that she has a friend who had this same "issue" FIVE years ago. She was in stage 4 and had to go through chemo. She is now doing great and you would never know. Just a story for hope! Jo Anna Beasley- GACS Faculty - Saturday, August 06, 2005 at 09:36:12 (EDT) Hey, Jen. Back from Germany and I got, literally, "just a taste" of what you have had to go through. It doesn't scratch the surface, of course, but I did have to have a CT scan and drink that phenomenally nasty stuff as quickly as possible - two big bottles ("just a taste")! DANG! It was nothing, just gall stones, but it was nice to feel "close to you" in a weird, bizarre, way. Love you. Happy back-to-school. Anne-Geri' - Friday, August 05, 2005 at 10:00:24 (EDT) coach nutt is so cool. i had an ungodly amount of fun in his biology class freshman year. actually, i take that back. it was quite godly. savage - Wednesday, August 03, 2005 at 18:47:25 (EDT) Hey Jen. You are amazing and we love you dearly. Love, Fritz, Tami, and Talia Fritz Miller - Wednesday, August 03, 2005 at 08:50:12 (EDT) Anne Mc - Tuesday, August 02, 2005 at 14:49:50 (EDT) Great post Jen. I've not heard that one! David B. - Tuesday, August 02, 2005 at 14:30:26 (EDT) WEll, I just had to laugh at all the tribulations you went through to get to Atlanta. What a blessing it was for you to have that paper plate, or that there was a farmer nearby to help, or that there was a family in line that got on your plane. God had a plan for you that day. How blessed you were to have your kids safe and in bed instead of sitting in that airplane for 3 hours! Hope your first day back on the job was ok. I admire your will to teach. Sounds like you really enjoy teaching and most of all enjoy being around kids. What a positive influence you are making on our countries future leaders. I can tell by the many messages they have sent to you for encouragement. Koodos' to the Kiddo's!! Tell David and Linda B hello for me...love ya. Priscilla Tate - Tuesday, August 02, 2005 at 10:48:34 (EDT) I remember back to a time in my life when things were pretty good, but life sure had its share of challenges. I had lots of stress back then - it just seemed like there was always something going on. I remember there was this one woman who inspired me to always focus on the positive and taught me that attitude is everything and with it, you can conquer any challenge. She taught me through the way she lived her life and the way she affected others around her. This was a long time ago, but the message still rings strongly in my head... If memory serves, the year was 2005 and the woman was named Jenny. Don't stop. The world needs 1,000,000 Jennys. You're making another one every day you write something. Jon Kaplan - Saturday, July 30, 2005 at 10:11:39 (EDT) Jenny- I have been very moved by all of the support that you have received. I do not know you that well, but I know that you are a very special lady because all that I have heard about you. I have decided to donate 10 inches of my hair to locks of love in your honor. My daughter, Hannah- 8 years, has agreed to do the same. I have about 3 more inches to grow!! I will give you an update. It is the least that we can do. The most I can do is to keep you in my prayers and I will!!! Love- Jo Anna Jo Anna Beasley- GACS Faculty - Friday, July 29, 2005 at 18:06:11 (EDT) No, you do not know me. I just wanted to say that my mother had the same cancer you have now and she made it through. My mother was only 42 when she was diagnosed with it. I remember the day she called and told me. I was at work when the call came that she did in fact have cancer and it was spreading rather fast. She was doing chemo treatments by Thanksgiving of 97, less then two weeks after we found out she was ill. That was a hard holiday season. With the thought that our mother might not be there to see her grandchildren. At that time she had none but wanted to be a grandmother very much. My mother is the most wonderful person you could ever meet, she would give you the shirt off her back and go naked before she ever complained. Through it all my mother was so strong, stronger then us 3 kids or my father were, thats for sure. She went through chemo and the standard meds for about 6 months with the cancer playing a kind of hide and seek game with us. Finally they told us that she would need a bone marrow transplant to actually get rid of all the cancer. Even then they were not for sure that it would work. When we heard this many family members signed up for the job with hopes of making her better in the end. I was lucky enuff to be the one match she needed. She being the typical mom not wanting her kids to be hurting didnt want me to go through with it. I would give my life to make hers better, so in the end we did it. The cancer is now gone and has been since easter of 98. Thank god she is still with us and now she is a grandma of not just one baby but 10. She showed us that no matter what you are given in this life you can make it and still give to others. I pray that you are well very soon. You and yours will be in my thoughts and prays. Justina Smith - Friday, July 29, 2005 at 10:28:13 (EDT) Ruth's Chris ROCKS!! So glad you had a good time there. Tina Seward - Friday, July 29, 2005 at 09:23:43 (EDT) oops...boys don't "group" up...but they do grow up quickly! Lynn lynn chastain - Friday, July 29, 2005 at 00:18:54 (EDT) Hi Jenny, It sounds like we missed a great time on Wednesday evening. How unfortuate. I don't like to miss out on anything, especially a gathering that sounds like so much fun, but this week I've been burning it from early to late...and the indulgent mother that I am I just couldn't miss the special packing ritual that I am so honored to do with my son every time he leaves town. Sick I know...but he's 17, handsome and almost grown. I just can't seem to resist those few and far between special occasions that I know he might give me a little attention (even though I know he loves me dearly). A couple of weeks ago he had been traveling for almost 2 weeks with his baseball team and my Dad and I decided to drive to Tennessee on the weekend of the last tournament to hopefully see him pitch in at least one game. When we arrived at the hotel (it was a dump), he left a crowd of about 25 boys playing frisbee in the parking lot and came running for me with a bear hug and a whisper that he would come to my room later for some ibuprofen. I was walking on air for days...simply because he hugged me in front of those boys. It is a special memory (among many) and I will cherish it forever. So...long story, I know, to say: I wish we could have been at the Birthday Party, and Special rituals with our children are such a blessing! They group up and out very fast. I think we're headed to the lake tomorrow...It's a peaceful, quiet little hut where somehow access to God comes much easier. You guys are welcome anytime, so be sure to ask about it if you're ever interested. Here's to Sweet Dreams and mothers & sons... God Bless, Lynn I guess that seems kind of silly and sentimental. Is that ok lynn chastain - Friday, July 29, 2005 at 00:16:49 (EDT) Hey...I made the big time...Jenny wrote about me in her blog! (special note in Mary's journel 7/28/2005). Jenny, YOU are the best friend anyone can ask for. I'm so glad you are finally a fraction as emotional as I am. It makes me feel more normal ;) It was awesome to see you too and I'm looking forward to playing hooky with you on Friday. Peace, Shoes, Shopping, and yes...TENNIS Mary Sada - Thursday, July 28, 2005 at 11:16:06 (EDT) Good evening, Jenny! I'm glad you checked out Lance's site. It is really neat and certainly encouraging. Make it a favorite. ...Can't wait to see you Monday! And my prayer for you is that soon, very soon, your evenings make your mornings PALE in comparison! Love you, my friend. Barbara Perkins - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 at 19:38:02 (EDT) Hi Jenny, I had a conference call tonight with my sisters. That's never a good thing. I found out that my sister has breast cancer. Her name is Aileen and she's a teacher too. Math and she loves it! We really don't know what's next yet... I talked with Terry, took a walk, shared the news with the kids and then went to attempt a devotion and conversation with God. I had lots of quesions but no connection so I flipped to your page. Thank you. Your rant with God really blessed me and I was finally able to name my feelings. I was angry too. I hate cancer and I hate what is does to people. I hate lupus too. I don't really see the point...like roaches or fleas...I don't know why God lets them be? So now that I've named and surrendered my anger, I think I will try prayer again...for you and and my sister and all the others. It seems eerie, strange and providential that I have gotten so focused on "wanting" to do the 3-Day Breast Cancer Walk. Maybe after all the walking I'll understand more...but likely not. I still hate it...but I believe God hates it too and loves us through the storms. Until I think of something better, I'll keep praying and walking, walking and praying. May God be with you. Lynn Lynn Chastain - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 at 23:15:48 (EDT) Hey Jenny, Sorry it's taking so long to get back to you. Marilyn started kindergarten, so things have been a little stressed for us. I'm glad to hear your progrssing well. And I know you have your good and bad days. I pray for you and your family often. The receipe for the lasgna is actually on the back of the Mullers no boil lasgna noodles. I just us prego or Barilla spaghetti sauce. Enjoy stay strong. If you need me to make more just call. Love you guys. A kiss to everyone from me. Margo:) Margo Attles - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 at 15:45:24 (EDT) Sorry to hear about the tough night - even though it ended well. I won't belittle the situation by saying "I know what you're going through" but I will tell you that the "Why Jenny?" conversation was one of the first things I said after I first found out. I pulled over to the side of the road, parked and started my conversation with God then. It took you a month. Hal often says, "Do tests get easier our harder in school as we go on? Harder, of course. Such is it with life." Well, I think the same can be said about the way God works his tests with people. Often, it seems, he reserves the really hard tests for the ones that can pass them. No, the ones that can excel at them. So, you questioned God last night on why he's testing you this way. Lord knows none of us will ever have that answer - but maybe - just maybe he's not worried because he knows you're ready. As do we. Your grade to date is an "A+" and I am completely confident you will do nothing to change that. Last night was an expected answer to part of the test - anything less and He would have thought you were cheating! Love ya, bandanas, tears, 'roids and all. Jon - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 at 14:08:12 (EDT) Peace. It does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble or hard work. It means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart. (unknown) Your loudest Canadian cheerleader :) - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 at 14:06:40 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel! It's truly inspiring to read your words. Thanks for letting all of us be a part of your "journey." You're in my prayers! Much love! Shaylan Shaylan Blackwell - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 at 11:12:53 (EDT) Your steriod story is painfully familiar. Sleep is a major and ongoing problem for which I have no remedy that is not either illegal or immoral. Nevertheless, I can offer some sound advice when it comes to 'roids. Try to always stay at home in the middle of the night, as trouble may be lurking in the darkness for those of us operating at such a high level of over-awareness. Also, never, ever enter a convenience store if you are armed, as something is bound to upset you to the point that you turn it into a "Come on, make my day" relationship with the offending party. Other than that, it's a piece of cake. Terry Chastain - Monday, July 25, 2005 at 19:03:56 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel! I thoroughly enjoyed having Brandon at camp last week. He's such a sweetie and he and I have all these little jokes that we play on eachother. I wished Hannah was 6 and could have been in my group with Brandon, but I don't think she'd would have liked that very much! But Hannah is gorgeous and an incredibly sweet girl. Ah, but reading your post has reminded me that my room needs deperate decluttering. I hope your body clock gets itself worked out for ya! Holly Greene - Monday, July 25, 2005 at 11:51:17 (EDT) I've been reading your updates and put a link to your website on my blog as well. I will be praying for your recovery and I admire your attitude. You are so honest with your feelings about all of this and I have to believe that's healthy for you to express those feelings! I grew up attending GACS (13 years) and still visit Atlanta often because my parents still live there and attend Campus and Dad works at GAC. My husband spoke with Hal last year at Frog Hollow because he recognized him as someone he was at ACU with many years ago. I will continue to read your updates and will be praying for you! Jacinda Shanks - Monday, July 25, 2005 at 09:03:03 (EDT) Jen, I am living my life through yours lately (or at least trying to) Your view of life, your living for each moment, the way you're inspiring others. I want to find emotion in each moment, enjoy my children more especially when they can be so frustrating, love and appreciate my husband, family, and friends more. I thank God everyday that He brought YOU to our family. Family by marriage is not by choice except for the husband/wife (you know what I mean), but your marriage to Hal gave me a sister in everyway that I never realized how much I needed (especially now). Jenny I love you and praise God everyday that you are beating this enemy. Robin - Sunday, July 24, 2005 at 23:42:25 (EDT) What a great song! Bruce really knows how to write some amazing stuff. I can't listen to his albums very often, though, because they give me the ugly cry. Thanks for sharing your experience and this song with us. Also, thanks for sharing your humanity. Love, Jami Jami Denton - Sunday, July 24, 2005 at 21:12:16 (EDT) Jen, I will finally have someone who will want to sit with me at all those special events that most people endure, while I sit sobbing. You know to well "Don't sit by her" she's embarrassing. I, like you, took a long time to learn how to feel. Sometime it hurts, but is so much better than feeling nothing. Love you, Linda LINDA - Sunday, July 24, 2005 at 15:59:28 (EDT) And now, as is only appropriate, I have tears streaming down my face. You're amazing. Love you. Jon Kaplan - Sunday, July 24, 2005 at 15:26:22 (EDT) Well, Melissa beat me to it, but I will agree that I wish our group at camp was full of angels like Hannah! I'm so glad I got to see you and the kids and have Hannah in our group. She rocks. Her sweet smile helped to make the last week of camp a good one. Love, Cheryl G Cheryl - Sunday, July 24, 2005 at 00:28:26 (EDT) Hi Jenny! Well - two things - 1. Praise God for the 66% decrease!! WOW!! - and 2. I don't quite think you were the slowest one on our soccer team...... :) Janet - Saturday, July 23, 2005 at 17:38:55 (EDT) Hi Jenny, I LOVED having Hannah in my group at camp this week. She was my camper of the week. Wish I'd had a room full of Hannahs! She is very sweet and helpful and fun. I also enjoyed seeing Brandon again. Now I have taught both of your children. They are wonderful! I have been thinking a lot about you. My mother has had cancer twice. She's still hanging in there at 72! My prayer is that you will have the same results. Love, Melissa Melissa McCullough - Saturday, July 23, 2005 at 17:23:37 (EDT) Hang in , Jen. Be like you Aunt and always carry those peanut butter crackers in you car and purse! They work. When the pit of yur stomach start burning just eat! Love you much! Enjoy the concert! I dreamed all night abut you! Anne Anne Mc - Saturday, July 23, 2005 at 08:49:36 (EDT) Jenny, I'm thrilled to hear about the 66%! Thank you so much for all the details. I will continue to read and keep up. May God continue to hold you and bless you. Be strong and be reminded that you are loved by us all. For all the tough days, there will be good days to follow. Love you! Barbara Perkins - Friday, July 22, 2005 at 21:39:17 (EDT) Kinda close song made me think about you... good seeing you the other day.... Just part of the song... Yellowcard: Believe Wanna hold my wife when I get home Wanna tell the kids they'll never know how much I love to see them smile Wanna make a change or two right now Wanna live a life like you somehow Everything is gonna be alright Everything is gonna be alright Everything is gonna be alright Be strong. Believe. Dave JR - Friday, July 22, 2005 at 18:48:01 (EDT) You stay classy, Jenny. And always remember, When in Rome...(I still don't really know what that means) Ron Burgundy - Friday, July 22, 2005 at 14:58:05 (EDT) Hi Jenny, My wife had cancer and, thank God, is in remission now. My heart and prayers go out to you and your family. It sounds like you are certainly making good progress (Yeah 66!). I would like to share something with you. In an interview by Paul Bradshaw with Rick Warren, author of The Purpose Driven Life, Rick Warren said: People ask me, What is the purpose of life? And I respond, in a nutshell, life is preparation for eternity. We were made to last forever, and God wants us to be with Him in Heaven. One day my heart is going to stop, and that will be the end of my body - but not the end of me. I may live 60 to 100 years on earth, but I am going to spend trillion of years in eternity. This is the warm-up act, the dress rehearsal. God wants us to practice on earth what we will do forever in eternity. We were made by God and for God, and until you figure that out, life isn't going to make sense. Life is a series of problems: Either you are in one now, you're just coming out of one or you're getting ready to go into another one. The reason for this is that God is more interested in your character than your comfort. God is more interested in making your life holy than He is in making your life happy. We can be reasonably happy here on earth, but that's not the goal of life. The goal is to grow in character, in Christ-likeness. This past year has been the greatest year of my life but also the toughest, with my wife, Kay, getting cancer. I used to think that life was hills and valleys - you go through a dark time, then you got to the mountaintop, back and forth. I don't believe that anymore. Rather than life being hills >and valleys, I believe that it's kind of like two rails on a railroad track, and at all times you have something good and something bad in your life. No matter how good things are in your life, there is always something bad that needs to be worked on. And no m atter how bad things are in your life, there is always something good you can thank God for. You can focus on your purposes, or........ you can focus on your problems. If you focus on your problems, you're going into self-centeredness, "which is my problem, my issues, my pain." But one of the easiest ways to get rid of pain is to get your focus off yourself and onto God and others. We discovered quickly that in spite of the prayers of hundreds of thousands of people, God was not going to heal Kay or make it easy for her. It has been very difficult for her, and yet God has strengthened her character, given her a ministry of helping other people, given her a testimony, drawn her closer to Him and to people... You have to learn to deal with both the good and the bad of life. Actually, sometimes learning to deal with the good is harder. For instance, this past year, all of a sudden, when the book sold 15 million copies, it made me instantly very wealthy. It also brought a lot of notoriety that I had never had to deal with before. I don't think God gives you money or notoriety for you to own ego or for you to live a life of ease. So I began to ask God what He wanted me to do with this money, notoriety and influence. He gave me two different passages that helped me decide what to do,Corinthians 9 and Psalm 72. First, in spite of all the money coming in, we would not change our lifestyle one bit. We made no major purchases. Second, about midway through last year, I stopped taking a salary from the church. Third, we set up foundations to fund an initiative we call The Peace Plan - to plant churches, equip leaders, assist the poor, care for the sick, and educate the next generation. Fourth, I added up all that the church had paid me in the 24 year s since I started the church, and I gave it all back. It was liberating to be able to serve God for free. We need to ask ourselves: Am I going to live for possessions? Popularity? Am I going to be driven by pressures? Guilt? Bitterness? Materialism? Or am I going to be driven by God's purposes (for my life)? When I get up in the morning, I sit on the side of my bed and say, God, if I don't get anything else done today, I want to know You more and love You better .. God didn't put me on earth just to fulfill a to-do list. He's more interested in what I am than what I do. That's why we're called human beings, not human doings. I hope this was encouraging to you. God Bless you, Jenny!!! Keep us posted, Andy Doetsch Andy Doetsch - Friday, July 22, 2005 at 09:48:58 (EDT) Mr. tumor, if you plan to Motor West Chemo Highway, Jenny'll put you to the test. You've been kicked, down by Sixty Six. Won't you get hip to this timely tip; When you make that big remission trip. You've been kicked, down by sixty-six! (My aplogies to Nat King Cole, Nelson Riddle, Manhatten Transfer, Diane Shurr and many others, and not to mention, Robert Frost, and Jon Kaplan, the True Poets) Love ya Jenny. Good bye tumor. See you in California. Dave Markert - Thursday, July 21, 2005 at 22:44:27 (EDT) Jenny, congratulations on your good news! We've only met once, but I've been thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers. I just read your piece on the New Mom in the ScreamFree newsletter and it was amazing. I loved it and sent it to all my friends! I hope that I can be such a great new mom! :-) Sheila Sillitto - Thursday, July 21, 2005 at 21:45:27 (EDT) Thank you for posting your angry journal. I can think of many people who will be blessed by that . . . including me. Tina Seward - Thursday, July 21, 2005 at 15:20:32 (EDT) Bravo for the number 66 and the fraction 2/3! Ahem . . . Hal, got your Scream-Free newsletter today and read your advice to the single mom's question. Now here's my question for you: You taking your own advice? Tina Seward - Thursday, July 21, 2005 at 15:16:45 (EDT) "bald, crying, laughing, cursing, and gagging all at the same time." Welcome to my world. :) It was great to see you the other day. Can't wait for your chapel talk. You're one of my new heroes. Grace & peace continue to be with you, Hal and the kids. Jon Owen - Thursday, July 21, 2005 at 15:14:02 (EDT) Thrilled to hear the great news. Almost makes you pity the mass that dares to be like a tennis ball (not really). Somehow you forgot to mention that 66 is also my birth year. Bonnie Baker - Thursday, July 21, 2005 at 14:21:49 (EDT) 66% is my new FAVORITE number!!! God is amazing and I will keep praying!!! Love you!!! Laura Z Laura Z USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 at 13:17:27 (EDT) It's been quite a while since I jotted down All these thoughts that keep running round Inside this head, mostly null and void (And I can't even blame it on the 'roids) It's been so long since we've seen you, Jen It's been too long - too long since then Not Rituxin, nor CHOP will slow down our friend And the Boss will bring us together again I totally enjoyed my time with your two Hannah and "Hannah's Brother" (from you know who) I swear I think Brandon will stop coming here If Bre can't learn to say "Brandon" crystal clear Anyway, we can't wait for Bruce so we can spend An evening together as you're on the mend Until then please know, not a day goes by Without thinking of you (yes, my eyes our dry) May your CHOP be smooth and the after-effects nil May you enjoy each new moment and relish each new pill And in the fall, may your tennis opponents not too badly cringe When they are beaten so badly by Cancer-girl on a catch-up binge Jon Kaplan - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 at 23:00:15 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel--Since I credit you with single-handedly turning me into a poetry nut (in private at least), I have decided to share a poem I came across last night in my reading of "The Complete Works of Robert Frost" that made me think of you and your current sojourn. "Looking for a Sunset Bird in Winter" By Robert Frost The west was getting out of gold, The breath of air had died of cold, When shoeing home across the white, I thought I saw a bird alight. In summer when I passed the place, I had to stop and lift my face; A bird with an angelic gift Was singing in it sweet and swift. No bird was singing in it now. A single leaf was on a bough, And that was all there was to see In going twice around the tree. From my advantage on a hill I judged that such a crystal chill Was only adding frost to snow As gilt to gold that wouldn't show. A brush had left a crooked stroke Of what was either cloud or smoke From north to south across the blue; A piercing little star was through. ------------ Mrs. Runkel, In the midst of this harsh winter, may you find your piercing star of hope... Ted Wieber - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 at 16:13:09 (EDT) I was trying to get email up on my husband's laptop here on vacation, but couldn't manage it. A computer novice, obviously. Thought I would just send it this way, posted for general view. Hope I don't embarrass myself--or you! You already know how our son, Gabe, had cancer during his 4th year. Really sick for a year with side effects from the chemo and 6 weeks of radiation. Septic (a serious blood infection) twice and foot drop from nerve involvement in his legs and feet from the weekly vincristine. We traveled to Boston for his radiation as they were only one of two locations in the US for a brain-sparing type of radiation, proton beam. He also continued chemo there. Anyway, I do relate to what you say about the new perspective one experiences in such times. I described it as a very bright white light that seems to bathe everything. It is incredibly beautiful. You feel so deeply aware and grateful for everything that is comforting and kind. The static of everyday life melts away. Stupid, petty talk about mundane topics (is that redundant?) only serves to bore or annoy you. Blah, blah, blah. Enjoy this beauty while there is so much that is hard and scary around you too. Remember what is true about your medical course and prognosis--much of which is very encouraging--that your MEDICAL TEAM tells you. Just as in pregnancy, there will be so many people who tell you things that are false and/or hurtful. Most are completely unaware that what they say is so unhelpful. Let it roll off your back or simply tell them that their stories aren't helpful. Let the sweet, simple gestures of people who care (isn't it amazing who comes forward and who retreats?!) be what lifts you. I would love to come and visit you when or if you find you would like a bit of company sometime. Sophie is a really talented babysitter. She has had great experience with a demanding brother. Gabe's pretty good with entertaining littler kids too. Do they swim? We could take them to the pool (here in Connemara. You are close by?) and we could sit in the shade while the kids play. If the heat isn't unbearable for you. If there is anything I can do as a nurse, I would be happy to do that. I also have a close friend who works in the Emory hem/onc Clinic who can answer questions, be a support as you need. So thrilled to hear you plan to start school in a few weeks. It will be so good to see you there. Don't be surprised if you need a place to rest your head during the day and in the afternoon. That would be normal. Just tell people you have a "meeting to attend,so your phone will be off" those times. Most people will get it. Others will take it at face value. Hey, it is true! Peace, love, and sisterhood, Baby! Sara, your friend from not-so-far Sara Edwards, Sophie's mom - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 at 11:38:19 (EDT) I found the "screamfree" write-up on the ACU alumnotes section. Of course, one thing leads to another, and I'm on your blog...I feel like we should know you. We live in Abilene, and my jaw dropped when I saw your note about Alyene Treas, one of our dearest friends, as well as her daughter Marti O'Rear. We are at Highland together. We, too, love some of those recipes.:) She amazes me. Alyene is still at it - cookin', encouragin', and pullin' weeds. She's one of my heroes in life. And now you are, too. Hang in there and know we are praying for you every day. Blessings... Ed Allred - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 at 11:25:14 (EDT) Hi, Mrs. Runkel! We're here at the beach this week, and we just read your past few entries. We're ecstatic that you're teaching next year! There are so many Beatles songs that are running through our heads right now, "I am the Walrus" (but that didn't seem appropriate), "Lovely Rita Meter Maid" (again, that didn't sum up what we had to say), so we must leave with the (cheesy but tasteful) classic, "Let It Be." We love you! (It's so hard writing to an English teacher; you're always going back and proofing...) Courtney & Sophie - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 at 10:17:02 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel! Having Brandon in camp this week has been awesome. Yesterday we played a hard game of cross the ocean, it was fun! Hope all is well. We are praying everyday for you. Much love- Jarrod Turbeville - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 at 19:40:47 (EDT) Hello, I have never met you, but went to see your husband at my sister-in-law's MOPS group a few months back, I bought the book and have been working on becoming a scream-free parent ever since. I got the scream-free newsletter today in my email, clicked on the link to read your journal entries and have sat here reading, tears pouring from my eyes at certain points, chuckling out loud at certain points, and pulling for you every minute! I feel like I have quite a bit in common with you, our age, young children, I was a teacher before I had children...so to read the story of cancer and how quickly it can change things, it has made me rethink some of the things I find myself "stressing" out over. I vow to spend more of the time like you spent with your daughter, letting her pick the colors maybe that I wouldn't pick, and enjoy today...God bless you, I will have you in my prayers daily! An Aspiring Scream-Free Parent.... - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 at 13:52:17 (EDT) Jenn, I love ya. I have read your website every day since I got over here (Germany) to keep up. I have run into the Internet cafe every day. I wanted you to know that you have been at the front of my mind and I miss you a ton. Hopefully we can connect when I get back at the end of July. Anne-Geri' - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 at 10:09:34 (EDT) I just love reading your journal as much as a good book (just not as easy to cuddle with). I think that maybe it is time to consider a real publication with real paper. I know it would be a great success, and then I wouldn't have to use a laptop. I had the same revelation when I was pregnant and my mother-in-law had cancer, but noone else could really see it. Thanks for making me not sound so crazy. Allison Harper - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 at 08:46:00 (EDT) Jenny- you are amazing! I laughed out loud with the pregnancy comparison and almost wept during the doc visit with the kids entry. This is such a great BLOG and you MUST publish this when you beat cancer. You will help millions of people battling cancer and make millions of dollars at the same time. Once again, I want to go shopping with you when you make your 1st million- your treat! Love, Cristina Cristina - Monday, July 18, 2005 at 19:34:18 (EDT) Love these entries. Sorry for what's provoking them. Love you! Bev Dowdy - Monday, July 18, 2005 at 18:13:24 (EDT) You are hilarious! Never would have thought of the pregnancy/cancer correlations myself. So true! Send that one in for publication somewhere. I love you! Gail Gail E. - Monday, July 18, 2005 at 17:50:04 (EDT) This morning in the car I was telling my mom about your latest journal entry talking about how you took your kids to the doctor with you the other day and we both agreed that your children are two of the most well behaved kids we have ever encountered. Not to mention very supporting as well to you. Good luck with the "cat scanning" today! Love Laura laura z - Monday, July 18, 2005 at 10:13:36 (EDT) Thanks for the LOL ("Little Old Lady") story about Miss Alyene. It seems that God creates these special people and he fully seasons them, and then brings them into our lives. It brought back memories of Mrs. Marie, who lived next door to us in Baltimore, and or course old Mrs. Fiel, who lived on Ruskin avenue in Syracuse NY where I grew up. She managed to keep the entire Catholic neighborhood of 5, 8, 12-kid families fully supplied with candy and home-cooked treats. She had this 'dingdong' doorbell on the back door, and it would take what seemed like a week for her to shuffle to the door, but she would always come, any time of day. She 'spoiled' probably 10's of thousands of kids' dinners over the years. God bless her. How cool to hear that your LOL was the catalyst to bring you to Atlanta! And how cool to learn that Terry Beasly was co-conspirator ... Terry was Dave Jr's Favorite Math teacher (the Favorite Engish Teacher was not finally determined until Sr. Year of course) Thank you Miss Marie, Mrs Fiel, and Miss Aylene for the impact you've had on our lives. Thanks especially to Miss Aylene, Mr. Beasly, and God above, for bringing Jenny and Hal into our lives. Dave Markert - Monday, July 18, 2005 at 02:34:48 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel, i bought a Beatles CD the other day and i thought about you. i just stumbled across this site and I'm really glad i did. its just gonna take me forever to catch up! well i'm thinking about you and praying for you. Much Love, Brett Mitchell Brett Mitchell - Sunday, July 17, 2005 at 23:28:00 (EDT) Hey Jenny, We heard about your diagnosis only yesterday and we told others in Bible class this morning. We just wanted you to know that christians in Abilene love you and are praying for you. Hang in there. Carin Ezzell - Sunday, July 17, 2005 at 15:08:59 (EDT) I thought about you quite a bit over the last few days, as I had the good fortune to spend time with Hal in Florida. If we have to be sick anyway, I can't think of a better person to work through it with than Hal. Lynn told you that I was reluctantly on steroids again, but now I've found a silver lining of sorts. With the increase it creates in appetite, I was able to eat almost as much as Hal did. Hope you continue to do well. Terry Chastain - Saturday, July 16, 2005 at 20:29:54 (EDT) Jenny, I found out last Sunday about your battle this summer. I have spent the last week "catching up" with you. I have laughed, cried and been inspired by your stories. Your faith, family and LOVE shows through every message. We will pray for you, Hal, Hannah and Brandon every day. If Hannah and Brandon need some friends to play with, just give me a call!!!! Take care. Kathie Davis Kathie Davis - Saturday, July 16, 2005 at 13:13:48 (EDT) Hi Miss Runkel. I'm glad you are feeling better. We have been praying for you. I also like to pull weeds from under our playset. I pretend they are shark food for Sarah. I miss playing with Hannah Beth in your classroom. I hope you feel better soon. I love you. HANNAH JO - Saturday, July 16, 2005 at 11:14:44 (EDT) Hey Mrs Runkel...I just wanted to let you know that I'm praying for you and your family...I know from experience that this is a hard time, trust me. However, I also know the joys of overcoming them, and I know you will, too. Thanks you for all you did this past year. You are in my prayers daily. Anna Crosthwait - Friday, July 15, 2005 at 23:07:14 (EDT) Still watching your amazing journey, still finding inspiration in unexpected ways, still praying for you. Crystal Tarpley - Friday, July 15, 2005 at 13:24:02 (EDT) It was good to hear your voice too! Glad to hear you had a good day at the park, you know the Fincher's family pretty much owns like that entire area, the Park Cafe is where Mrs. Fincher had girl scout meetings and the house next to it was her grandmother's house, and city hall across the street was their church! crraaazy. Here's to fountains, frisbee, and ice cream. Bonnie Romaine a.k.a mini-me - Friday, July 15, 2005 at 11:16:00 (EDT) Thanks for the phone call! You lifted my spirits! Gave Becky your message. She'll call.....she is having a hard time with your illness! But you know Beck. She and I speak about (in concern) you and family often! Love you much! Hope the blood work is fine! Praying! Anne - Friday, July 15, 2005 at 10:52:06 (EDT) Jenny, I'm so glad you are looking forward to a great school year. I can't wait to work with you for year #2! You're one of my discovered blessings since returning to the classroom. Who knew? ...I'm with you today in prayer and thought. Barbara - Friday, July 15, 2005 at 08:38:56 (EDT) remember that time you gave me floss in class? that was awesome! still praying and listening to beatles savage - Thursday, July 14, 2005 at 22:55:13 (EDT) Hi sweetie, I'm so thrilled that the prednisone lifts your emotions. Your note tonight was inspiring and I'm wishing I could see all of you in your fun. Of course, we're praying you get a positive report from Dr. Jay tomorrow. We're also requesting total wellness so you can return to your teenagers as soon as possible. Brenda - Thursday, July 14, 2005 at 21:47:33 (EDT) hey mrs. runkel, i just wanted you to know that i'm thinking about you and praying for you. i can't imagine all that you've been through these past few months. it sounds like your family and friends have been very supportive which i'm sure is such a blessing. if you ever need someone to take care of your kids for a few hours definitely let me know. Charlotte G. - Thursday, July 14, 2005 at 19:25:10 (EDT) It sounds like you have plenty of help with your beautiful children, but if there is anything I can do to help, I'd love to. As a fellow cancer survivor, I admire your wonderful spirit as well as your writing gift that lets you express it so beautifully. Sarah Davis - Thursday, July 14, 2005 at 11:37:25 (EDT) I can not even imagine or fathom all the feelings you feel during this time..so i won't pretend too! Just know that you have soo many people praying for you and our home and services are always within your reach! Love Laura laura z - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 at 16:50:08 (EDT) I know you have many friends and family writing you encouragement, but if ever find the time to write, my address is 1dafrog@excite.com. Love ya Priscilla Tate - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 at 11:11:20 (EDT) Jen, Daddy and Dorothy told us about your treatment and I just want to let you know that PJ and I are praying for you to have a fast recovery. Linda Beth gave me your website address and I have been reading your messages. You are so positive about life and it sure sound like you are not going to let this beat you down. Kudos to you. I was with my Mom went she went for her treatments and I can understand what you are going thru. Hang in there...Tell your Dad I said hello. Priscilla Sessums Tate - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 at 11:08:45 (EDT) You ever thought of decorating that bald head of yours? Hmm, it would make wonderful advertising space for ScreamFree! Keep hanging in there. Tina Seward - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 at 10:52:24 (EDT) Jenny, glad you're on the upswing, and I know it must be great to have your dad with you. I just wanted to check in to say I'm still a faithful reader and cheerleader! We'll keep praying. Love you! Barbara Barbara Perkins - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 at 07:42:05 (EDT) Jenny, glad you're on the upswing, and I know it must be great to have your dad with you. I just wanted to check in to say I'm still a faithful reader and cheerleader! We'll keep praying. Love you! Barbara Barbara Perkins - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 at 07:41:39 (EDT) HEY Jen! Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you... Love you! Have fun with Uncle David, make him take you on a shopping spree... haha... xoxo Lauren Kimble - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 at 02:17:10 (EDT) Just wanted you to know that I worked out today for the second time in two years and I thought of you and your "yoga" post. I decided to not think about how I would rather be watching Oprah, reading a book, doing dishes, really anything other than working out (thus the reason it was the second time in two years), and to think about how priviledged (sp) I am to be able to work out. I decided to enjoy the activity. Thanks for giving that to me. I said a little prayer for you while on the treadmill. I hope you have a great day today--I think you deserve a trip to Longhorn. Hey, and get the onion-thingy for an appetizer. If salt and red meat are good for you, I am sure that greasy, fried onion bits must be great for you. Much Love, Jami Jami Denton - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 at 00:50:18 (EDT) Hi Jenny, I'm glad the steroids are working for you. Terry started a round today too after feeling weak for a couple of days...maybe he was just worried about trying to keep up with Hal on Thursday and Friday. I hear he and Jon can really cover some ground! If you seriously get the urge for shopping let me know. I'll skip work, drive you there and bring Taylor along (so that means Hannah can come and she'll be in heaven)...and we'll have a girls only "back to school" all-out blitz. Hang in there...we're praying for you. Lynn Lynn Chastain - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 at 22:36:00 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel, I just wanted to let you know that my family and I pray for you daily. And not only us, but I think the entire Senior class- I was at the beach over the 4th with Laura K and Sarah M and Laura hopped on the computer. I walked over to see what she was reading and it was your blog. She started to read it out loud and Sarah said, "Oh yeah, I read that post yesterday. She sounds like she's gonna be great." And Laura responded, "Yeah, Josh told me to make sure and read this one soon." So anyway, I just wanted to let you see a small glimpse of the numbers caring and praying for you. Let me know if there is anything I can do whether it be cook dinner, play with the kids, drive them to practice or anything else you need. All my love and his blessings, Kel Kellie Sharpe - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 at 13:44:27 (EDT) Glad you're on the upswing with this past treatment. Enjoy your Dad's visit, and treasure every moment with him. Just wanted you to know how much I enjoy your daily posts. You are quite talented in your writing. No wonder you teach Sr. English. Nathan was so thrilled with an A+ he got on a paper in your class this Spring that he had me hang it on the door with other important papers. It's still hanging there today. Well, take care, keep the faith and keep blessing us with your wonderful stories. You could give Erma Bombeck books a run for their money. Patti Pew - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 at 12:24:25 (EDT) take me on your shopping spree and we can run by Cold Stone Creamery on the way... Praying for you often! Cristina Cristina - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 at 11:26:46 (EDT) Hi Jenn ,Think of you each day. Really are praying for you and your family now that your dad is with you all.I know you will not have many dull moments with him around the house.He is a super guy and loves you very much.My heart tells me you are going to beat this challenge you are facing, and also be a inspiration to so many others who may have to travel down a road such as yours. Love & prayers Mr. Harold Mr. Harold - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 at 09:43:18 (EDT) definitely take advantage of the steak and salt. and throw a shopping spree in there too. savage - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 at 00:57:44 (EDT) Sending you a smile and lots of hugs and kisses...prayers are non stop. Love to Hannah, Brandon and Hal. Dad and Jan - Monday, July 11, 2005 at 21:34:29 (EDT) Thank God that this treatment was a bit easier. Your sleeping through the ill effects of the chemo sounds like a winner to me. Brenda - Monday, July 11, 2005 at 21:13:40 (EDT) hi Jenny. I work with your mom my prayers are with you always. Lottie Taylor - Monday, July 11, 2005 at 16:10:10 (EDT) Hey Jenny, I cannot tell you how many times I have thought about you and the positive inspirational way you are dealing with your cancer. I wanted you to know that you have made me slow down (a little), take more deep breaths, enjoy life more and not sweat the small stuff. I just wanted to say thanks and I bet my kids thank you too. Stay strong. Love, Monique Monique Haydel Trahan - Monday, July 11, 2005 at 12:15:55 (EDT) John and I are out of town and we've missed catching up with you, so here we are at a public library reading every word since our last visit with you on line. Of course, laughing and crying at the same time. You are a true inspiration! We'll keep those prayers going as we send our love. Linda Clovis - Monday, July 11, 2005 at 11:11:57 (EDT) Sleep on! Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers! The Lousiana group in Houma did not feel the least effect of Dennis. Seems you guys got rain...hope not too much! Anne Mc - Monday, July 11, 2005 at 10:52:35 (EDT) I can't wait until the day you show up at church in your cool new haircut. :-) Tina Seward - Monday, July 11, 2005 at 09:18:25 (EDT) Hey Jenny! I wanted to let you know that I am praying for you. I pray that God will strengthen, encourage and comfort you and your family. Thank you for letting us walk with you through this via the internet. Laura Smith Frost - A&M ASC Class of '95 - laurafrost@alltel.net - Sunday, July 10, 2005 at 16:59:01 (EDT) Hope the CHOP was not too nasty. Glad your Dad can be there. Sorry I coulf not! Maybe the next time you need help I can be there. Love and support and keep being beautiful! Anne - Saturday, July 09, 2005 at 12:44:35 (EDT) Jenny, What a treasure of a person you truly are. I'll add, too, that if anyone can pull off "bald and beautiful" it is YOU, my dear! There is a reason for those "crushes" on you all over campus. (I have heard this from Courtney...who is a very reliable source!) :) Crystal Tarpley - Saturday, July 09, 2005 at 10:11:38 (EDT) Hi, Jenny. What an inspiration you are to us. I know Jon wants this blog to go on forever, but I'm anxiously waiting for the day you write, "I'm cured; you folks won't see me for awhile. I'm out enjoying a cancer-free life." I am quite sure you are beautifully bald--beauty from within so outshines the physical and you have one of the most beautiful, spiritual souls that I have ever known. We are so blessed to have you in our family. God bless you as you go through another rough weekend. You are in our prayers. Brenda - Friday, July 08, 2005 at 23:22:56 (EDT) Shucks I was going to say. "Who loves you baby?" But someone beat me to it. How about I send you some tootsie roll pops? Jenny. your insight is fabulous! Love Jan and Dad Jan and Dad - Friday, July 08, 2005 at 22:38:08 (EDT) Who loves ya' baby? Figure I could say that now that your bald. Be glad your head looks good bald. There's nothing like giving people a good reason to call you Potato Head. Trust me, I know. Stay strong, stay focused, cut loose. Dane - Friday, July 08, 2005 at 14:05:00 (EDT) Jenny, you made me cry and laugh out loud today...neither of which I do enough. To borrow one of Angie's phrases, you are my hero! Cancer is an ugly ferocious beast and you are battling it like a true warrior. I am thankful you are surrounded by a loving family (both the one you live with, and the one who reads your blog everyday), but I am grateful that in your battle, you can reach outside yourself and minister to those struggling against the monster alone. We miss you and can't wait to see you soon. David Fann - Friday, July 08, 2005 at 09:49:31 (EDT) If there's a better way to spend one's time than on this site, someone needs to show it to me. If there's someone more inspiring than Jenny Runkel, someone needs to show her/him to me. Jenny, every day we don't see you I feel like we're doing ourselves a disservice. I will be praying for you tomorrow...but if there is someone more filled with God and more ready to win this battle than you, someone needs to show him/her to me. Here's to good medicine, good spirits, good health (soon enough) and most importantly - to your doctor not being a part of the NNGA! Love ya, babe. P.S. You do realize you can NEVER stop this site. I don't care if you're 98 years old, you better darn well be putting daily entries up here because I know a few hundred people who will get on your case... Jon Kaplan - Friday, July 08, 2005 at 00:06:32 (EDT) Hey~ I have never met you in person but I know so much about you through my dad--Terry Chastain. I just wanted to let you know that you are always in my prayers. My whole family is praying for you and has faith that God knows exactly what he's doing, and in some way...even though it's hard to understand...he has a plan. Just know that when you are feeling down you have so many people, family, friends, and strangers, all lifting you up. God gave you wings, and I am confident he will teach you to soar. Taylor Chastain - Thursday, July 07, 2005 at 22:46:18 (EDT) Jenny, thanks so much for your post today. I hope your writing is helping you as much as it is us! I just want you to know that I will think about you tomorrow and pray that all goes well. Take care. Love, Barbara ...Oh, and I keep forgetting to mention what an inspiration you are for Brad. Since he found out that you are sick, he has set your card out that you sent him in June. He reads it and thinks of you. Any support has always helped him, but somehow he just feels a connection with others who are going through or have gone through tough times as well. ...We love you. Barbara Perkins - Thursday, July 07, 2005 at 16:49:03 (EDT) Hey Jenn, I've been keeping up with you even though i have only written you once. I just read your post today and must say how proud i am to be your cousin. Reaching out to the older lady while you have so much going on really defines the spirit/character within you. For some reason i'm not shocked by what you did---just happy to see the good in people because one can NEVER see enough!! Keep up the fight...Everthing will work out!!! Love you Kevin Kevin Faulk - Thursday, July 07, 2005 at 15:39:34 (EDT) Jenny~ I'll be your loudest cheerleader if you'll be mine! :) I have enjoyed getting to know you and DO consider you a dear friend. You and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers. I know you'll beat this. Love and pom-poms :) Kim Kimberlee Moran - Thursday, July 07, 2005 at 00:00:02 (EDT) Hey girl- just thinking about you today. I know it was a hard day for you so I have been praying! I hope you are feeling okay! Praying hard every time you come to mind which is often... Thanks for inspiring me to live in the moment, enjoy my darling daughter, and be a better mom and wife. See you tomorrow! Love, Cristina Cristina Crays - Wednesday, July 06, 2005 at 22:09:49 (EDT) Jenny, Chris and I pray for you every night at bedtime. I have several friends and a father in law battlng cancer right now. Just keep your fabulous attitude. It is awesome! You are an inspiration. Maybe Chris and Hannah will be in the same class next year!:) Wendy Dore Wendy Dore(Christopher's Mom) - Wednesday, July 06, 2005 at 20:59:50 (EDT) Hi there! I recently attended the ScreamFree Parenting seminar in Suwanee and was directed to your site via their newsletter. No wonder your husband is such a fan of yours! You are a delight and an inspiration to so many! You sound like a wonderful wife and mommy, someone I would love to have as a friend! Since I do not know you personally, I don't know what to say. I'm not funny and don't have any real words of inspiration, unfortunately. I just had to post and let you know that there is one more person praying for you, your family and your healing! I will visit your site daily and stay updated on your progress in beating this cancer. Inspired by your humor & grace, Kerri Kerri Molter - Wednesday, July 06, 2005 at 14:44:10 (EDT) Me and my whole family will pray hard that you will have a good week next week!! Love, Laura laura z - Wednesday, July 06, 2005 at 13:33:00 (EDT) Hey, sweetie. Thinking and praying for you. Use the oxygen masks when necessary. Tina Seward - Wednesday, July 06, 2005 at 11:09:07 (EDT) Jenny, You are in our family prayers and will be on our church prayer list here in Atoka,OK! I purchased Hal's CD's on screamfree parenting last spring. My husband and I listened to them as we commuted two hours to our PATH(parents as tender healers) classes to become licensed to adopt children through DHS. We learned so much from those CD's. We have several children with issues from drug and alcohol exposure and attachement issues from their orphanage lives. We read and study everything we can get our hands on to give us new strategies for helping and nurturing them to independant adulthood! We have raised three bio children and five adopted children. We now have four adopted children in the home and are in the process of adopting four more siblings from Texas(that will make 16). One of these children is a 6 year old girl with leukemia. Our 24 year old son had Hodgkins at age 14. He has just finished his first year of law school. I know only too well what you are going through. We have been sooo blessed and are so thankful. We will be praying for you as you go through these treatments. Tell Hal "Thank you", for sharing his wisdom. Many blessings and healing to you and your family. Sharon Wyrick Sharon Wyrick - Wednesday, July 06, 2005 at 09:49:34 (EDT) we are going to get our haircuts. mom still needs my bangs to grow out so she can see me - 2 yr. old hair. she has decided to get a trim and then she will be closer to donating it all to locks of love. she also mentioned that she would love for you to become a hippie. we love you so much and i cannot wait to see you and your family again. love and galveston next summer, ellie ps www.teamintraining.org/ilm looks great! ellie - Tuesday, July 05, 2005 at 22:51:19 (EDT) Jenny: I just wanted to say hello. We just returned from visiting and checking on my mother in Memphis. She probably doesn't need us as much as we need her. She'll be 81 on October 29th -- she wore me out! She has so much energy and God continues to bless her with good health. ...I just wanted to tell you I am thrilled to read your July 3rd post. I'm so thankful that you're doing well. Hope you celebrated July 4th in grand style! Love you much - Barbara Barbara - Tuesday, July 05, 2005 at 20:48:05 (EDT) Dearest Jenny, You have been in my prayers daily. I think about you a lot. I am always amazed at people who go through trials. It seems that they encourage me way more than I encourage them. I am thankful for your quiet courage that you show, it blesses my spirit. I believe in the Holy Spirit who utters our most intimate desires and yes, our fears to one who has all power. I think about my trials and I feel really stupid when I think of things that people such as yourself are facing. Will you please let Kim and me know if there is anything we can do to help you. Little things like run an errand, cut your grass whatever. I'd like to visit you sometime but I surely don't want to be a bother. I'm sure you have all the visitors you can handle. I can't wait until I see you back at GACS complaining about all the grading you have to do:) You take care and trust in the ONE who knows every hair on your head. May God bless. (I'm always afraid to write anything to an English teacher:) Teddy Ted Thames - Sunday, July 03, 2005 at 08:49:23 (EDT) Dear Jenny, I share your love for yoga and enjoying each breath. My family has quieted down, and more breathes are taken now between words thanks to you and Hal's commitment to share ScreamFree. I too wish you could be fixed like Hal, and be free from your new routines. In the meantime I will be sending you loving and peaceful energy. Thinking of you, Hal, and your children, Love, Suzanne Jeffers Suzanne Jeffers - Saturday, July 02, 2005 at 16:29:08 (EDT) We want to fix you too, Jenny. Jenny and Hal thank you for the inspiration you share with us. Our prayers and thoughts are with you all almose constantly, if that is possible. However not very many moments or conversations go by that we don't stop and ask God these requests ...Jenny, heal her; Hal, give him strenth; Hannah and Brandon, understanding. Love and blessings to all...Pawpaw and Jan Pawpaw/Dad and Jan - Friday, July 01, 2005 at 18:13:09 (EDT) Hey Jen, I guess you figured out who really knows how to use the computer and who doesn't. (Thanks Sarah) Please know that Blake and Zachary and I are including you every night in our prayers in addition to a prayer to find a cure for all types of cancer. Hope you have a wonderful weekend and enjoy your family. Love, Monique Monique Haydel Trahan - Friday, July 01, 2005 at 16:53:44 (EDT) I just found out about your blog and read the whole thing, all these encouraging posts and Hal's article in one sitting and I am overwhelmed. George, Seth and I pray for you and your family often and I think about this everyday, it is in my heart. I don't know you very well, but I feel like I do because of Ang. Challenges like this wake up faith sisters and I just want you to know that you are in my prayers. Love, April April Hawthorne - Friday, July 01, 2005 at 14:52:12 (EDT) Whoops... the link to Hal's story didn't work here, so just go to www.screamfree.com and click on recent articles, upper left hand corner. It's called "ScreamFree Doesn't Equal Cancer Free" Dave Markert - Friday, July 01, 2005 at 06:24:24 (EDT) Jenny: Thank you for 'Sharing' Hal with us and the world. It would be great if you guys could be together all the time (ok, maybe not all the time -- space & place, right!) as you journey through this challenge, but I know you are strongly encouraging Hal to carry on and keep working at his "Day Job" which is to share the ScreamFree messaage to the world. Part of this is to keep writing articles and stories for the newsletter that all the screamfree parents out there can view. In my "Marketeer" role, I'm also the editor of this newsletter so I send it out each week. Below is the first one where Hal shares the "C" issue with our readers. Hal is actually a pretty good writer, no doubt inpart because he's married to an English Teacher! I thought the readers of this blog would like to see it. It's too long to post here, but I'll try to insert a link below: Thanks Jenny for all you do to keep Hal going as "Normal" as possible! Dave Markert - Friday, July 01, 2005 at 06:21:21 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel! My brother just told me about your condition, and my first thought was why you? But then I thought twice, and realized that God knows that you can handle this, and that you will show His glory through it. I had a lot of fun with you in high school, and the stuff you taught me is still helping even into my junior year in college! I remember walking your kids to class over at the pre-K building when they were just tiny little things. I also remember those crazy Beowolf projects and words of the day. lol I just wanted to write you a quick note and tell you that I really appreciate all that you did for me any my class at GAC, we really owe a lot to you. I mean, how many people knew how to write a term paper until Honors English?? Haha...anyways, you were always a lot more than a teacher to me. You really showed me how to be a godly woman in the workplace, and you also demonstrated how important faith and family are in your life. My family and I will of course be praying for you and your family, and I know God will get you through this. All you have to do is believe in the faith that you showed to us everyday. I love you. Kinsey Smith - Thursday, June 30, 2005 at 20:22:33 (EDT) Hello Mrs. Runkel- I know I haven't seen you in awhile, but when I think back on my female teachers from high school that I regard as role models of Christ, you rank equally with Mrs. Winkes, Mrs. Cost and others. When I heard of your diagnosis, I knew that I had to take the opportunity to thank you, which I should've done last year, for part of my Senior growth, that you helped me acheive. So now I say thank you for the example of a Godly woman in class, everyday, without fail, knowing our lies, our laziness, our immaturity, and not only in class but in all the goings on at GAC. I don't just say this to be sensitive and complimentary, but because I really believe it. So I say: Thank You. the peace of Christ be with you Cody Cody Smith - Thursday, June 30, 2005 at 13:16:38 (EDT) What a beautiful young lady you have developed into, my regret is that I haven't gotten to know you and your husband and children better. Maybe one day when you are in Lafayette we can meet, I would love that. You have such a lovely spirit and great strength, and as everyone else has said "a great sense of humor". I look forward to your updates, and especially the Yoga story, it is so true. Know that your Lafayette and San Antonio contingent are with you all the way!. God Bless and Keep you close to His Heart. Virginia Harrington - Thursday, June 30, 2005 at 12:10:26 (EDT) May God's hand help support you as he restores your health. Alice & Dick Haas - Thursday, June 30, 2005 at 10:58:15 (EDT) After browsing the GACS newsletters, I came across your webpage. Whether you remember me or not from one of your English classes a few years back, I just want you to know you're in my thoughts and prayers. You were always an optimistic and inspiring teacher to me, and I feel you will take nothing less than those qualities with you on this journey of yours. God bless. Traci Wilks, Class of 2001 - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 at 22:51:20 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel, when I found out what was going on I prayed long and hard. I have never had cancer before and I find that for you you will do okay because you are one of the strongest willed people in the world that I know. And you helped me so much when I was sick and it was such a blessing. You are always in my prayers and hopefully I will be able to send something along for you down the road. AND guess what, I work at Barnes and Nobles now so if you have a book list you should email it to me and I can get it majorly discounted. I have the job of my dreams. I thought you'd be excited about that. Well I love you soooooo much and I know you will be strong through all of this. Keep goin' strong! Abby Russell - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 at 21:07:20 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel. I'm sure you don't need to be told, but I'm thrilled with your website and its refreshing focus on the positive. So many of us spend far too much of our time mired in depression and anxiety because of insignificant details that don't really pan out to be much of anything when we really give them thought. Here's to not wasting one single moment of life, no matter what that means. Though it's been a common refrain among the comments here, I most certainly would like to offer any help I can; don't hesitate to call. I'll definitely be praying for your quick and steady recovery. After all, I would like to see what you do with that AP English class when good ol' J. Clyde retires to Jean and his writing. Plus, me being the perfectionist that I am, I'll definitely want your opinion on at least my first published work, and I plan to take my time on it. Love, and godspeed, Chris Taylor - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 at 20:28:59 (EDT) Aunt Jenny, i was so bummed when i found out u couldnt come to see us, but im so glad i get to see u this weekend (6-30-05). o ya im gonna cut my hair like mid-neck lenght because when i heard u were gonna lose your hair i wanted to cut my hair short. well i got go! love ya! Bailey - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 at 19:44:59 (EDT) yea. you should write a compliation of funny stories. i would buy it! Elizabeth Savage - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 at 19:00:01 (EDT) Gosh, you're strong. Your humor is inspiring, and I wish I could be more like you. You and your family are in my prayers daily. God bless. "Any time at all, all you gotta do is call, and I'll be there." -The Beatles (sorry, i just had to...) Sophie Edwards - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 at 17:23:45 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel! I have discovered your website from all the up here in Minnesota (Land of 10000 Lakes & lutefisk-eating Norweigians). I just wanted you to know that you are in my prayers daily and those of my family. You are so strong and from reading your posts able to keep a great sense of humor thru all of this. Remember that God can overcome anything and he is mighty to save. Your class was one of the best experieces of my high school career (including my upcoming senior year). I am immersing myself in Dickens & Shakespeare for you this summer. Love, Abigail-Zephaniah 3:17 P.S. When you feel down, think deeply on the meaning of three specks of glitter. Abigail Townsend - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 at 11:19:48 (EDT) Morning Jenny, Loved the yoga message...it's my favorite exercise and being many years ahead of you on the journey, it always feels "good"! I can't wait to share your letter with my class. Is that ok with yoo? Gotta run! You are in my prayers. I hope I get to hug you soon and tell you I think you're energy is awesome. Keep on breathing and cleansing. Lynn Lynn Chastain - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 at 08:39:42 (EDT) Jenny-- I am a member at the Campus church of Christ. I have prayed for you since the first day I heard of your health crisis. I have walked a path similar to the one you are on now. Nearly six years ago I was diagnosed with a life threatening tumor. After two surgeries, a radical diet, and the faithfulness of my prayer warrior friends-- I have remained tumor free! At the time of my diagnosis I was the mother of four very young children. As I shared with Hal through an earlier e-mail, my time of healing was such a faith building experience for my children as much as it was for me. They were deeply encouraged to hear that people from all over the country were praying on behalf of their mother. Please know you are covered in prayer. Indeed, the battle is the Lord's-- not just yours. He is Jehovah-Rapha! Your courage & faith are amazing and an example to all of us! Faith & courage, Sherry Hubright sahfsu4@yahoo.com Sherry Hubright - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 at 06:48:33 (EDT) Jenny, You are so beautiful! The girls and I love the picture of your family! Keep up your fight and your positive attitude... You inspire so many... Please embrace this loving energy you have all around you... Reach out and receive when you need it... Fill Your "Grace" bank account... We are all here... Hug those precious children for me and tell Hal Hello...Peace to you all... Love, Andree'Faulk Gerami Andree' Faulk Gerami - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 22:54:18 (EDT) I'm so pleased you finally saw the Blues Brothers -- Now you know about being "On a Mission From God" -- the irony here is that's what we're all doing. I wanted to pass along that each night when we have dinner, Delaney says the prayer and she prays over the food, and she prays for "Daddy's Face" and now, she prays for "Mrs. Runkel to get all better." The prayers of a 6 year old are full of genuine belief that they will be answered. Its so cool. Unfortunately, when you are fully restored and healed, you'll be Jenny, but when my face is restored, it will just be what I started out with ... not much!! (I had to lay that joke out here, b/c otherwise I'd hear it from the ScreamFree guys tomorrow) And you DO look like a rock star! Dave Markert - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 22:12:00 (EDT) HIPPIE HINT: Patchuli! Don't forget the patchuli! Emmet Faulk - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 21:59:56 (EDT) I just e-mailed a friend and said that your website was a good cure for the whining party I had for myself today (nothing major, just didn't have a good morning.) Anyone feeling sorry for themselves should hop over here! Tina Seward - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 21:37:08 (EDT) Jenny - I'm so glad you felt like posting yesterday and today. I missed you Sunday. And so glad the Yoga helps. My brother Paul continued his Yoga sessions as often as possible throughout his bout with cancer in 2004. Each time I would visit him, we would place our mats side by side and go for it. He was always much better at it than I was, but what a special time it was for us together. We didn't talk much, but we didn't need to. I shaved his head when his hair started falling out and held his hand during his first chemo. ...I talked to Paul today and he was exercising at his local YMCA! He's another survivor. God has really blessed him just as He will you. ...I love you, Jenny. I look forward to keeping up your progress. Barbara Perkins - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 20:20:57 (EDT) Jenny, you are an inspiration to us all. You are one amazing lady and with Gods help you will get through this. Thank you for sharing with us everyday. I am praying for you and thanking God for your winning attitude. All our love, The Rising Family Debbie Rising - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 16:46:54 (EDT) Jenny, you are an inspiration to us all. You are one amazing lady and with Gods help you will get through this. Thank you for sharing with us everyday. I am praying for you and thanking God for your winning attitude. All our love, The Rising Family Debbie Rising - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 16:46:51 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel, I just want to say that you are such an amazing person and thank you for helping me throughout the year. I'm not sure if I would've made it without your help. And if you ever need cappuccinos and muffins from starbucks, I'm your guy. Jason Gorczynski - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 16:10:35 (EDT) hey mrs. runkel! i miss riding with you! riding home in my car was not nearly as fun. i miss the funny little comments by hannah and brandon. say hello to them for me! i miss them so much! please feel free to call for free babysitting anytime! i hope your treatments are going well. i need you better soon cause you are my english teacher this next year! get well soon- hannah hannah rainer - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 14:43:46 (EDT) I loved reading Ryan Terrana's post. BETTER ALL THE TIME!!! I love you and will keep reading your site over the next month that I'm out of the country. Your "care package" is in the mail. . . . . . I hope it makes you feel GLORIOUS. ;-) Anne-Geri' Fann - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 13:42:38 (EDT) Ha i know Dana the hairdresser well.. she did my hair for prom. im so glad youre feeling a little better.. im sure the hair looks great Kathleen Davis - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 08:55:13 (EDT) Glad you're coming out of the fog. You're in our prayers. Tina Seward - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 08:23:29 (EDT) Ninny and Lauren were kind enough to forward your website to us. I must say you are amazing! I was telling Lauren that you have a gift for writing and it would be great if you could write a book about your experience to help others through an experience similar to yours. It is so frightening to face the unknown but to be able to read someones thoughts and feelings as they face each day would definately help relieve some fears. Its rare to see a writer that can approach a serious subject and balance it with humor. You are so up-beat at a time when you have every right to feel sorry for yourself. Very motivational! We will pray for you and your family. Tony and Lisa Collins - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 02:59:08 (EDT) Jen... I just wanted to stop by and say HI! I have been checking in everyday and so look forward to your stories each time. You have such a gift. You have the abilty to bring people into your experience, but not leave them with a bad taste in their mouth. Though you are dealing with some rough stuff, you have not stopped living. You are such an amazing woman. I think about you all the time and am there with you in spirit. Thanks for sharing your life with us, the good and the bad. I am so thankful for you. You are all in my thoughts and prayers always... xoxo Lauren Kimble - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 02:05:30 (EDT) Jenny - You are truly amazing! I have never seen anyone embrace this challenge as you have. Keep up the great sense of humor, just take one day at a time and know that we are here for you every step of the way! We are praying for you each and every day! In His love and grace, Paige, Reagan, Mason & Rachel Havens Paige Havens - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 00:09:28 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel, God has His hands around you always. He is using the people around you to make His presence even more known. You have been a blessing to so many lives and continue to be. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Continue to share His love with all those around you... you never know how He will use you and use your situation. God Bless! < Maggie Maggie Fincher - Monday, June 27, 2005 at 23:47:04 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel. I hope you feel better and get better really soon. I know and we all know you will. I never really knew you, but I noticed from your classroom that you were a big fan of the beatles. Your in my prayers and in my family's prayers as well. I hope to have you as a teacher in the future. From the upper classmen I hear you are a great teacher. Get well soon Mrs. Runkel. "I've got to admit it's getting better. It's a little better all the time." -Getting Better- -The Beatles- Ryan Terrana - Monday, June 27, 2005 at 22:33:29 (EDT) Jenny, I'm so sorry that you have reached that stage in the treatment. Keep up the fight! For the record, you are the topic of conversation in our small group at church (St. Mark's Episcopal in San Antonio). We have entered a phase of discussing pain and suffering. All of the group members were very encouraged to hear about how you are facing your plight. In fact, I gave them the link to your blog. Standing with you in spirit...your loving cousin, Emmet Turn, Turn, Turn - Monday, June 27, 2005 at 20:45:24 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel, please stay strong! You are an amazing woman and a wonderful teacher. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Caitlin Khouri - Monday, June 27, 2005 at 17:43:08 (EDT) Jenny, Sorry to hear that your recent procedures have had the ill effects that you described, hopefully the results of going through all of it will be the most positive results in the end. You and Hall continue to be a vital continuing part of our prayers at home and at church, that HE will cause this to become a thing of the past in the very near future. John Chaffin - Monday, June 27, 2005 at 16:49:32 (EDT) Jenny, I just learned about your web site and went to it today and couldn’t stop reading until I had gone through every one of your posts and then each of the visitor messages. What an incredible attitude you have as you walk through this summer of medical experiences that have been surprises to you and everyone who knows you. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. You know you have an amazing number of people praying for you every day! Lisa and I send our love to you today as does Emily from a Bible camp somewhere in Kansas (all her Mom knows is the camp is called Flint Hills--we are grateful for the age of cell phones which help us keep up with the grown-up kids). Please add Lisa and me to that babysitting list of yours. Jennifer Warren - Monday, June 27, 2005 at 14:05:06 (EDT) I'm so sorry to hear that you are feeling worse. We will pray even more fervently that you are feeling better soon. Wish we could be there in person. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless. Craig Johnson - Monday, June 27, 2005 at 11:23:48 (EDT) Jenny, Missed you horribly this weekend. Susan C. wore a shirt saying "Playing 4 Jenny" which echoed all of our sentiments. Heard your haircut is FAB...and glad you all had a great time at the spa. I love reading your messages...DITTO to Jon's comment about the first and last thing I do is check www.jennyrunkel.com. Thanks to Fritz for creating it. Love, Mary Mary Sada - Monday, June 27, 2005 at 11:04:32 (EDT) Jenny, Almost twelve years ago I was diagnosed with esophageal cancer. That experience blessed and changed my life. I have been cancer free for eleven years now. What I learned is that God blesses us through all of our life but it is in the troubled times that we really pay attention to Gods touch. We find out that relationships are some of the most important things that we let happen in our life. Our Relationship with family , friends and God define who we are. I can tell from the amount and quality of messages that people have posted on this website that you already understand that importance. Through this time of struggle and difficulties let others help you so that they can be a part of the wonderful you that God made and in so doing God can touch their lives also. God Bless Shannon Gordon - Monday, June 27, 2005 at 08:30:05 (EDT) "Nothing is so strong as gentleness, and nothing is so gentle as true strength." - St. Francis De Sales "Have courage for the great sorrows of life and patience for the small ones; and when you have laboriously accomplished your daily task, go to sleep in peace. God is awake." - Victor Hugo You are strong. You are amazing. Sending my love-- Cheryl G - Monday, June 27, 2005 at 00:48:25 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel : ) I just wanted to tell you that you and your family are in my prayers. If you ever need anyone to watch the kids or anything please let me know, I'd love to. I miss seeing Hannah's bright smile around school! You're in my prayers and my family's prayers. You're an example to us all and I admire your strength and positive attitude. God Bless! -Jessica Jessica Williams - Monday, June 27, 2005 at 00:41:37 (EDT) hey mrs runkel. just wanted to say hey and that you are in my thoughts. im glad you are feeling better. Just to make sure you know if you need help with anything just give me a call... im always open for babysitting or w/e else you need. anyways hope to hear from you soon. tell the kids i said hey. frank domonousky - Monday, June 27, 2005 at 00:24:46 (EDT) Jenny, Remember the moon! I love you--I'm still up with the puppy--and still praying for you all hours of the day and night--remember to put me on your list for help-- Some great reminders from our preacher's sermon last Sunday night. Re-read when Jesus stilled the storm--find the 3 questions in the story--they still apply in the storms of our lives. the apostles: "Jesus, don't you care?" Jesus: "Why are you afraid?" "Have you so little faith?" Your faith is a great example for all of us, but when it gets difficult, remember we are lifting up your name before the Father. He IS there, stilling the storm. Tammy Tammy Hughes - Sunday, June 26, 2005 at 22:26:50 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel! I know you've heard from at least a billion of your students, but your wit and sarcasm made your class my most enjoyable by far. I know you've also heard this a billion times too, but you and your family are in my prayers. With so much support and God's strength, I know you'll make it through this with flying colors. And I'd also like to offer my babysitting services along with the other billion students. God Bless! Love, Stephanie Harper Stephanie Harper - Sunday, June 26, 2005 at 22:12:31 (EDT) It's wise for a mother to love the woman her son loves. But it's a lovely gift to like the woman who becomes your daughter. I wish I could take credit for these beautiful words and they are so true in our case, but Nora Roberts wrote this book dedication once. Your courage, faith, patience, perseverance is an inspiration for all of us who love you. I pray unceasingly that all this will be behind us soon. I love you. Brenda - Sunday, June 26, 2005 at 21:30:42 (EDT) im soo sorry you are having a tough weekend! HANG IN THERE!! but you are one tough lovely lady so i know you will!!! still praying.... love laura z laura zuccolo - Sunday, June 26, 2005 at 20:49:37 (EDT) Hey Mrs. Runkel, I just wanted to let you know I am praying for you along with everyone. I know you will conquer this. You taught me so much this year through your Christian example in the classroom and I thank you. If you need anything just let me know. I love you! Stay Strong! In Christ Jarrod Turbeville - Sunday, June 26, 2005 at 19:46:39 (EDT) I just went to the cartoon. If that's how you're feeling right now, my sympathies. Ick! I heard in church this morning that both Lisa Barnes and Lindy Harrison are cancer-free! My guess is that soon we'll be hearing the same thing about you. Tina Seward - Sunday, June 26, 2005 at 17:44:00 (EDT) Dearest Mrs. Runkel, I am praying that God will grant you the strength you and your family need right now...have faith that He will get you through this! God works in really odd ways sometimes, but one thing is for sure- everything happens for a reason. When things get especially hard, just remember that everything is a part of God's plan for you, and (even though it might be hard to see now) that something wonderful will come from this! Love you. Lauren Kelly - Sunday, June 26, 2005 at 00:44:53 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel, You are such an inspiration. It is amazing to read your writing about even the worst situations. It is such an encouragement to us all. I am praying so hard for you everyday and I know that everything will turn out for the best. God Bless! Hang in there, you can do it! Joseph Lawrence - Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 20:38:24 (EDT) Hello, you amazing woman! I am still in shock to hear your news. I spoke with Amanda McMaster today and am just overwhelmed by your strength and attitude and humor, not to mention all your "fan mail". You are so loved by so many people, which alone is a blessing, and all our prayers cannot be ignored! I know you will pull through this and you have chosen to do so with such grace that I am also inspired! Our family is praying for you and I am thinking of you constantly! Keep your chin up and know that this too shall pass. You are a beautiful person and I look forward to getting to know you better when this is over. In the meantime, have faith in the love and care of God and all your family and friends. Thank you so much for your postings - it certainly helps us share this horrible time with you so you are not alone. God's blessings to you, Hal, Hannah, and Brandon. I really miss those kid's faces! All our love and prayers, Andrea Andrea Nash - Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 19:25:56 (EDT) Jenny, Just wanted to let you know that I'm praying for you daily, as is Ron. I've been out of town and somewhat out of touch for the last couple of weeks, getting secondhand updates on your condition. I'm so glad to have a chance to read your web journal. I've been laughing and crying my way through your entries. You're truly an amazing woman, and I really admire the way your sense of humor has stayed intact through all you're going through right now. You're in our thoughts and prayers. The Sciortino family JulieSciortino - Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 17:57:47 (EDT) Wow! I am so moved by your poignant, insightful writing. I was looking forward to getting to know you this school year as Brandon's mom but I am overwhelmed by your talent, humor, and openness. I walked the chemo path as a support to Phil's sister a few years ago. Your honesty and humorous insight will bless so many. It is a journey like no other. We lift you up in prayer for healing, Shirley Shirley Jones - Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 16:25:54 (EDT) You amaze us, Jenny. God's Holy Spirit sure is alive and well in you! Even while you feel so sick, you write in such a poignant way that touches hearts and makes us think. Thanks for giving of yourself so unselfishly. When this is all over, you really do need to write a book. There would be a crowd at your "book signing"!.............Hope you have a much better day today. Put your hands tight to the plow and hold on! (Are my Tennessee roots showing?) Crystal Tarpley - Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 12:52:57 (EDT) Jenny, I am your Dad's first cousin. We live in the Lafayette area. He has been keeping us posted on your situation. We have first hand experience with the brutality of cancer. My wife is a lung cancer surviver of 10 years. The journey towards recovery and ultimate cure is difficult albeit great advances in medicine/treatment improve success rate tremendously. Your positive approach to this will greatly enhance your desired outcome "complete success". We will keep up with your progress and pray for what I know will be a complete turn around. Best wishes: Floyd Guidry Floyd Guidry - Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 12:48:30 (EDT) I am so amazed at your strength and I know God is using your incredible gift of humor and writing to help you through this stage, but how it is helping others is fascinating. It is uplifting to read how your students have been affected by you. You are teaching these kids even from your sofa :) God Bless You and Yours. We are still praying. Lindy sends love and prayers to Hannah. Allison Harper - Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 10:02:11 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel...what's going on? It was good to talk to you when you played Lee's mom in tennis (I heard you dominated). I just wanted to say that I know you have the strength to go through all of this beacause after all, you did put up with our english class for the whole year. If you get a chance, drop me a line at pattety@auburn.edu God Bless. Love, Tyler Patterson Tyler Patterson - Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 02:30:24 (EDT) POO on stomach aches! i am making you a special cd to listen to when you are feeling icky. it'll take you're mind off of it. Elizabeth Savage - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 23:04:01 (EDT) Hey girl! First of all... I remember Q-bert! :) Second of all... you are my hero. Through this website it is confirmed that you are totally courageous and lovely and funny and creative all at the same time! But, like we didn't know that already... I am thinking of you and offering your name up to the Father often. THE Richey Family LOVES YOU! XOXO, Mandy and the BOYS P.S. Nate wants to know if Brandon can come over and play?! Mandy Richey - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 21:44:49 (EDT) Dearest Jenny, I have worried and prayed for you everyday. I am just amazed at the strength you have. I live to read your updates each day. GOD is good and I know he is hearing your name a lot. Love you bunches......Tish Tish - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 21:36:05 (EDT) Precious Jenny- How amazing that you could be going through what you are and being such a source of strength to us all. God is certainly working through you. Glad to hear the good results. You will beat this with God's help. Ron and I are praying for you.I was in the "Bridging the Gap" bookstore on Peachtree Industrial and shared your story with the lady there when I saw Hal's book. You are now on the prayer cross there in the store. She loved Hal and said for me to tell you that they would be praying for you. Keep the faith sweet Jenny. I love you! Becky Cox - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 21:33:29 (EDT) Jenny - You are in our prayers. God gives us many challenges in life, some more difficult than others. Jeff has beaten the disease and you will too. Stay strong, keep the faith, and stay the course the doctors have given you. God will take card of the rest. Jeff and Susie Parow - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 21:08:19 (EDT) Dear Jennifer, Where have all the years gone? Of course, the little girl that I once knew has developed into one outstanding young lady. It was with great pride and love that Mr. Harold and I read your daily postings. You are an inspiration to everyone who has ever suffered in any way. Your positive and God-filled approach to your illness shows your true nature. Monique, Darren, Sarah and their families are all thinking and praying for you daily. Reality makes itself felt immediately when someone you love faces such serious illness. Keep your spirts and your attitude positive and know that God is hearing all of our prayers. Helen Keller once said, "Your success and happiness lie in you. External conditions are the accidents of life. The great enduring realities are love and service. Joy is the holy fire that keeps our purpose warm and our intelligence aglow. Resolve to keep happy, and your joy and you shall form an invincible host against difficulty. We love you, Mrs. Mary and Mr. Harold and all our families. P.S. Mr. Harold will send you pictures soon -- that is is he can figure out how to email you. Mary and Harold Haydel - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 18:31:44 (EDT) Hi Jenny- you are AMAZING! I am out of town so I have read all 3 recent postings right now! I am SO THANKFUL that you are in Stage 1- what a miracle and blessing to hear that news. I am so glad also that God said yes- praise the Lord! YOu are approaching all of this with amazing strength, gusto and a great positive outlook and that is going to help you and your body fight hard! I am thinking about you often, praying for you and reading about you often to stay informed. I will be in touch when we return to ATL... Love, Cristina Crays Cristina - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 18:28:05 (EDT) Jenny, when we first met you 9 months ago, we knew that we really liked you. Tasha and I were amazed at how quickly we felt close with you and Hal. Over time, that affection has grown to a point I'd say few friendships do. However, I have never seen anyone as strong, talented, funny, positive and life-affirming as you. Here you are, facing some adversity, and you're not only ready to kick its butt, but you're putting a thousand people on your back to do it. You're taking us all down a warm, hilarious, touching ride with you. I wake up every morning and check jennyrunkel.com. Before I go to sleep, I check it again. You amaze me - and I am not easily amazed. We love you so and will be here to take this ride with you in any way you'd like or need. This cancer thing has about it's much chance of winning as Hal does in beating me at golf :-} Jenny Runkel in a sweep... Love you. Jon Jon Kaplan - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 18:26:38 (EDT) Hi Hal and Jenny, Please know that you are in our prayers and that in the midst of such miserable circumstances, I am amazed and astounded…and yes, encouraged by your positivity. Terry and I are convinced that you and Hal are “special” people…and your “heaven on earth” approach to life and its circumstances is a testament to your faith and love of life and its blessings. I tell everyone that will listen about you and I also request that they lift you up in prayer. I hope you don’t mind. Hal will be giving the CFA devotion on Monday so I know there will be an extra boat load of prayers on Monday. I hope you feel them. I believe that God will continue to hear and answer our prayers on your behalf. We will pray ceaselessly. And please put me on the list of people who will answer the call whenever you have a need. God Bless. Lynn Chastain Lynn Chastain - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 18:19:15 (EDT) YOU ARE A COURAGEOUS AND WONDERFUL PERSON TO LET US ALL SHARE IN YOUR JOURNEY OF FAITH. WE ALL TEND TO LET GOD BE THERE ONLY IN THE GOODTIMES BUT IT IS IN THE BAD TIMES THAT HIS TRUE LOVE CAN CARRY US THROUGH. GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME AND IT IS A LESSON WE ALL NEED TO HERE AND PRAISE HIM FOR DAILY. MAY HIS LOVING ARMS OF COMFORT SURROUND YOU AND CONTINUE TO BLESS YOU WITH HEALING. WE CAN ALL BE EXAMPLES OF TRUE FAITH WHEN OTHERS WHO DON'T KNOW GOD AS WELL AS WE DO SEE OUR COURAGE IN TIMES OF TROUBLE. YOUR SENSE OF HUMOR SHINES AS A BEACON OF HOPE TO THE LOST. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK AND MAY GOD PERFORM A MIRACLE IN YOU. HIS GRACE IS ALWAYS SUFFICIENT AND HIS LOVE ENDURES FOREVER. LAURA TROVATO - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 18:06:53 (EDT) Jenny, you are a strong person who obviously does not give up easily. Your faith, strong will and good sense of humor will benifit you during this cancer journey. So thankful for the good news this week, and I will continue to pray for good days with no side effects. Patti Pew - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 17:56:44 (EDT) I ended up here randomly from other's blogs and I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you in this awful war. My father-in-law was diagnosed w/ Lymphoma last summer and as of March he is in complete remission(he went through chemo and a stem cell replacement)! When he went through the chemo and had his "portal" connected we decided it would be really convenient if portable dvd systems could work in each of the plugs... you never know what kind of advances are being made! :) I hope and pray that your spirits continue to be uplifted and you continue to lean on our Uplifter! May He bring you through this safely and swiftly. Mae Anne Hale - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 17:56:00 (EDT) Hey Mrs Runkel! I just want you to know that every time I read your updates it just amazes me how strong of a person you are. Some of the healthiest people gripe and complain about how they're feeling more than you are, and while I know things are rough right now, you have shown nothing but a strong and positive attitude. I already looked up to you but I do even more now. You are constantly in my prayers and my help offer still stands. (and although this is just a note you still were my English teacher once so I tried to make sure I spelled everything correctly) :) I love you! -Courtney Courtney Tarpley - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 15:22:21 (EDT) Mrs Runkel I have to say that I was shocked when I heard the news but it seems that you are as tough physically as you are in English class!! lol Im praying that this will be as short as possible and that there wont be any pain!! Nathan Pew - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 14:08:57 (EDT) To God be the glory for your victories this far!! And remember......He hasn't brought you this far to leave you now!! Your words are such a declaration of your faith in God, and you may never know how many hearts you touch to draw near to HIM! .............and might I add that you need to be a regular "humor writer" for a large newspaper? HEY.......Maybe even the Spartan Connection??!! Crystal Tarpley - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 12:44:35 (EDT) Dear Mrs. Jenny: My name is Bagel "Ricochet Roo" Rohm, I am 4 month old Boxer pup so my grammar will not be too good. I have two older sisters who are Boxers too (I think you have met them). I adore and idolize them but would never let them know. Their names are Booger "Boogie Boos" and Biscuit "Little Mutent Pee Head Roo". We all have nick names-it makes life more fun! Booger is 7 and Biscuit is 6. Well...... We are all sorry to hear about your situation-it is very perplexing as my life is quite perfect. The best part of my life is terrorizing Zebra and Max-my two half-sisters-they are cats! I am finally bigger than they are so I have lots of fun annoying them. Anyway....I was hoping that I might be able to come see you sometime next week with my mom-Christine. It seems there is an oreo dessert she makes that you all like- A LOT! Mom will not let me have any as I have enough energy as it is. That being said I am sure she will be calling and checking to see when we can come by-BTW I am not quite house broken yet but I will work on it between now and when I come see you. Also, mom sure has been praying a lot more than usual since she found out about your situation-at first she was very sad but then she started praying and that seemed to really cheer her up. You know I am on one on one terms with the big guy so I have been praying for you and too :-) Hope to see you next week or whenever-Love and puppy dog kisses - Bagel "Ricochet Roo" Rohm Bagel "Ricochet Roo" Rohm - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 12:14:02 (EDT) Jenny, You set a high standard for us math teachers to live up to--I'm a little intimidated to leave a post! I tried to find a good Bono quote, too, but "I still haven't found (the words) I'm looking for." Kara and I have really enjoyed keepinig up with you via your hilarious posts. Thanks for the Dr. J reference, by the way. We have been praying for you daily. We miss you and your family. God bless you! Craig Johnson - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 12:13:24 (EDT) Jenny - wow - what an inspiration you are! We've never met; my connection is through my husband, Chris, who knows Dave M. and your husband through GACS Fri. am. Bible Study. God weaves such intricate designs in our lives, direct and indirect, to connect us to others. I'm thankful for this connection because you've already been a blessing to me. I hope to repay that in prayers for you and look forward to meeting you in person sometime soon! PS. Josh. 1:9 has always been my favorite verse! Hang in there! Amy Wilde - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 10:42:31 (EDT) Hey, babe. I just returned from a walk. It is a nice pretty day and it is not too hot and humid yet! I thought about you a lot on the walk. You were concerned about not being a good mom during this time. I am so impressed with the woman and mother you are. After reading Hannah's post--with such sweet and wonderful kids--that is proof that you and Hal are great parents. Coming from a family full of cancer survivors, I know this is a super difficult time but the upside is that you all will be stronger. It makes on realize how important these bonds of family and friends are. Drink a root beer for me and have a great day! Luv u lots!! Dot Shaw - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 10:14:59 (EDT) mrs. runkel, I dont think my words will do justice with all of the love and support you have received. You were such an inspiration to me in high school and I know from personal experience that you are an amazing mother and you have raised two wonderful children. Im just a phone call away if you ever need them looked after!!! Im praying for you everyday and God bless you a million times over! Love you! Laura laura zuccolo - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 07:16:06 (EDT) Hey Jenny,... mine and the kids prayers are continually lifted up on your behalf,... Rachael especially b/c she doesn't want one of her friend's mom to hurt. Your posts are funny and extremely hilarious and this is when I am most thankful for English teachers who know how to write. I am sorry that this has had to happen to you for us to enjoy your posts, - but can you imagine if this had happened to me, Andy Eley &/or Jay Hamilton?, - man, - how boring and technical our posts would be! (maybe that's the reason an English teacher went to China!). I am so sorry that you are having to go through this, but the strength and courage that God is demonstrating through you is amazing and praiseworthy. We must continue to trust our Lord and believe in His promise of Romans 8:28, - know that your stuggle is already being used to encourage, - thank you. Tim Ball - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 06:37:15 (EDT) I LOVED Hannah's message to you! Especially the part about thanks for giving birth to her. I am so glad to see that you have so much support. Perhaps it takes a village to beat cancer? If so, then you win, hands down. The Connel family is praying for you daily. And David would love for Brandon to come over and play sometime, maybe when you're having a rough day. Suzanne Connel - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 02:24:02 (EDT) OMGOSH (see. GOSH) mrs runkel i was afraid you werent going to update i have probably checked your site like nine hundred billion times today. but you did update. GOOD! i love root beer too. yay! good luck tomorrow!! Elizabeth Savage - Friday, June 24, 2005 at 01:05:00 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel - I love reading your updates and following your journey; your strength and attitude throughout this is so amazing. I am keeping you in my prayers, and I hope that everything continues to go as well as possible - Abby Abby Rising - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 22:59:11 (EDT) Jenny, I'm glad you got through your first chemo okay. The stage one news is excellent! So glad to hear it! Thank you for blessing us with your terrific attitude and words. ...but remember you may draw strength from us any time you need it. We have a huge reserve marked "FOR JENNY ONLY." ...We'll keep checking back and lifting you up! Love ya! Barbara Perkins - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 21:51:03 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel!!! You know, everyone loves a good Sheryl Crow/Alanis Morisette allusion!!!! Although I have to admit, that Q-Bert one still has me scratching my head! Just wanted you to know that you and your family are constantly in my prayers. Your strength is such an inspiration! God bless! Gillian Potts - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 20:27:35 (EDT) I am now completely convinced that Hal truly lives the ScreamFree way, otherwise he might never adjust to the fact that he is the second best writer in the Runkel household. Your eloquence reveals an abundant and loving spirit that will guide you through this ordeal and serve as a model for others. You will remain in my prayers, and the blessing of knowing you and Hal continues to brighten my life in so many ways. Terry. Terry Chastain - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 18:17:41 (EDT) My brave, beautiful, intellegent friend! You absolutely amaze me. You are constantly in my prayers. This web site should be mandatory reading for anyone who is facing cancer. I truly believe your infectious positive attitude could help save lives... Now, lets beat this thing quickly (2 sets...not 3)so you can get back to the tennis courts! :) Ann Bezet Jacobson - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 16:44:09 (EDT) Hi Jenny, I've been forwarding your prayer requests to our Share & Prayer leaders at GACS...you are DEFINITELY getting a large covering of prayers and TODAY (June 23) I am also going to be saying an extra prayer of THANKSGIVING that the lymphoma is a stage 1...Praise God! May the Lord's peace and faithfulness be with each step of this journey. Blessings in Him, Margie Asef For we walk by faith, not be sight. 2 Corinthians 5:7 "Suffering can be a test of faith...If God's LOVE calls you in suffering, respond in self-surrender, and you will learn the mystery of LOVE." J. Messner Margie Asef - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 16:21:44 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel, this website is amazing.. I love being able to check up on you and at least know whats going on. I just hope you know I'm praying for you and your family everyday. If you ever need a babysitter, just let me know.. You're amazing.. God bless.. Kathleen Davis - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 16:14:10 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel, What a joyful time to see all these Christians band together in support. My thoughts have been with you and I plan to keep this short becuase i empathize with you for I was in the 4th stage of this disease. Sick rapid cells are no match to the Lord and I know you are in good hands. If you ever get the chance to chat I would love more than ever to hear from you (404 918 6344). Your Friend> jon Jonathan Hull - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 15:58:49 (EDT) Jennifer, although we've never met, I've heard a lot about you and your family as I worked with your dad for many years before he decided to retire. I admire your courage as you fight your battle with cancer. We know that God does work miracles. You and your family will be in my prayers. Margaret Miller - Lafayette - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 15:43:51 (EDT) Jenny, words cannot express what I feel about what you're going through--this awesome website makes it easier, though! I would not even know you if you hadn't married my brother. You are my sister, my best friend! Your strength and positive attitude about this whole ordeal is overwhelming. I was the priviledged one who got to keep your kids through that hard testing week. To hold Brandon's hand and hug Hannah in my lap at just the right time, I think was more therapeutic for me than them. And yesterday, to hear your great news brought more joy to our home than anything else all summer!! God is definitely good all the time! I love you!!! Robin - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 15:05:15 (EDT) Jenny, what a crazy summer. I just had time to briefly read through your website to date. Yep, same old Jenny I remember from A&M. You always have your sense of humor! Janet has kept us posted on things so far. My prayers are with you and your family. And you are right...God is good all the time, all the time God is good. Hang in there girl!!! May you draw closer to Him each and every day. Deidre Dowd - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 15:00:40 (EDT) Linda and I join with the legions of folks who are praying for you. With God's help, you will win this battle. You are an incredible teacher--one of GAC's very best. Bill Burton - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 14:29:58 (EDT) Mrs. Runkel, I cannot tell you enough how moving your words are. You amaze me at how optimistic you are! I hope all is well today. You are in my thoughts and prayers and if there is anything I can do or my family can do please let us know. -Jayme Osburn Jayme Osburn - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 14:27:05 (EDT) From Novosibirsk, Russia, Rob and Traci Browne are praying for you. Rememeber that until God says otherwise, you are invincible!!! Constantly in prayer for you and your whole family! Rob and Traci Browne - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 13:48:32 (EDT) It is incredible to see your take-it-on attitude. Know that I am praying for you along with so many others. Hope you received my card. Thank you for providing the same spirit you exemplify here in your classes. You always inspired me then, and you inspire me even more now. God Bless! Nick Cheadle - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 12:46:25 (EDT) I'm glad to see this website as I have been wondering how everything was going. I know you don't know me, but I'm praying for you and your family every day. You sound like you are in good spirits....God is definitly watching over you and listening to what we have to say. Peace love and hope and prayers. Babette Henry Griffith - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 12:42:34 (EDT) Mr. Markert, I had to respond to your post. Without any disrespect to Jenny , and the purpose of this posting site, I had to comment on your fantastic idea of children selling mags to the medical offices. I am a pharmaceutical rep, and when Jenny described her 2002 Ladies Home Journal, I was sitting right next to her, only it was Lafayette, LA, and I think my publication was Popular Science. I am taking my son with me on calls during Magazine Drive Month. Gracias! I Love You Jennifer. Looking forward to next update. Eric Faulk - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 11:48:20 (EDT) Dear Jenny and Hal, Amen God is awesome. I was moved to tears of joy to hear the good news. I'm glad to see you holding onto your sense of humor, I know that helps in the healing process. I continue to pray for you both. Amen!!!! again God is so awesome. Margo Attles - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 11:45:26 (EDT) Jenny, Wanted to let you know that you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I am so glad to hear that it is stage 1. Angie and I can't wait for another late night at the Runkels. David Fann - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 11:37:54 (EDT) Jennyrunkel.com is leading the list of my favorite websites now. Jenny, everywhere I turn prayers are lifted for you, and I'm so happy with the latest update on prognosis! But our prayers won't stop. God will hear your name often in the weeks ahead. David Fincher - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 07:58:09 (EDT) Our prayers are continually being raised for you! You are a special person and we love you. Thank you for the smiles that you always gave when you came to shop in the store. Peggy and Pam and the Spartan store staff - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 07:41:34 (EDT) I have found the newer, 2003 Ladies Home Journal, with updated recepies. Oh, and what was the name of that doctor so I can send my kids over there in August to sell magazines. What tremendous news today... hard to be joyous when there's cancer involved, but that is the news we've been praying for. (and our kids, at the dinner table, "Please God help Miss Runkel's Tummy") Your writing is wonderful. We're heating up the presses to print "ScreamFree Cancer Journey" Love Dave Dave Markert - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 03:15:44 (EDT) You sound much better tonight than I expected. I am with Eric we almost feel guilty waiting for your next excursion, even the UPS man comes in every day and expects us to stop everything and bring up your site so he can read the latest. I won't say here, where I told someone your tumor is located. Will save that for a private email, but females do not have one!! Not sure if it is old age or living with your Dad that makes me say things totally out of context.(Probably a little of both) He is really excited about coming to see you all. I am sure the kids can come up with many ways to keep him entertained. I see they have a Coca-Cola museum close to you. I will beg him to spare them this experience, or will send head sets for them. Hopefully you will be able to stay home and rest tomorrow. Love & Prayers to all Honey - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 01:12:13 (EDT) Thanks for the news. I nearly said I have been on pins and needles waiting to hear some results, but that's just a lie--you are the one on pins and needles. Beverly Choate Dowdy - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 01:08:40 (EDT) My girls and I are still praying every day for you. There will be loud praise to God in the morning when I tell my girls that it's stage 1. We love watching you beat this thing! And we love you! Jill Turner - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 23:57:50 (EDT) Thank you so much for sharing. (I remember the Golden Girls too!) My prayers are with you, Hal, Hannah, Brandon, your mom and the doctors. Please give Hannah a hug for me. Your children's words are so precious. You are amazing! In Him, Linda Linda Byrd - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 23:25:28 (EDT) Dear Mommy, I really think that you are about to go through some hard times, but remeber that God is still with you, and that I love you for who you are. But remember, I am always there for you. Mommy thanks for your loving and caring for me so much and going through that hard time, and giving me birth. Thanks for always loving and caring for me, Hannah Hannah Runkel - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 22:33:16 (EDT) Jen, I haven't gotten to read enough of your stuff...but I get the Clif Notes from Jon...who gives you 5 stars. I'll catch up on that. What I do know is that you just won the first game of your match and cancer better watch out, because I know you won't let up. Love ya! I'm praying and thinking about you every day! Tash Tasha - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 21:58:28 (EDT) Laughter is the best medicine for whatever ailes. You are histerical. I love your quirkiness and wit. Reading your updates, I almost feel guilty laughing, but I know that is your intent. Love You Cuz, and keep ripping that Faulk humor. By the way, if you ever need a laugh, just call Kyle. That boy is C-R-A-Z-Y!!! Keep the spirit, Eric Eric Faulk - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 20:11:48 (EDT) Hi Jenny, I must say that you are one of the bravest people I have ever met. God must feel like the judge who was pestered by the widow until he granted her request. I will pelt him with my prayers on your behalf also. Looking forward to working with you and to getting to know you better. I unfortunately have lots of experience helping people throught chemo and have lots of suggestions for getting throught the dietary restrictions. Let me know if you need any recommendations for non-dairy stuff, etc. My email is rosebud045@yahoo.com. Psalm 91 In Christ, Angelique Angelique Allen - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 19:56:46 (EDT) Ok last message...I forgot to write something. I just wanted to say that I snickered when one of your tennis friends said the word ass on here. What kind of people do you hang out with haha? Jason Cunningham - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 18:49:04 (EDT) P.S. - You know you're impressed by my usage of the word "allusions." Jason Cunningham - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 18:42:43 (EDT) Hi Mrs. Runkel - I must say I'm lost on some of your allusions. And I'm still stumped trying to decipher the part about the piercing, padlock, and keychain. But I think you know that you have been a wonderful influence in my life, and the rest of your students. Let us students know if you ever need anything from us. DT, Jesse, Lee, and I would make some wonderful babysitters...ok we'll leave Lee at home. Thank you for everything. I will keep reading these and I hope we can see you when you're feeling better. Your favorite student, Jason Jason Cunningham - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 18:42:07 (EDT) Jenny, Checking in again. Thanks for your post. I can only imagine how uncomfortable the bone marrow ordeal was. Your description of you talking with your kids was so vivid that I almost thought I was in the room with you. God continues to shine through you. He has much work for you to do. Hey - didn't you tell me you wanted to write this summer???? Keep smilin' - Julia Julia Osteen - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 18:28:03 (EDT) Hey mrs runkel... well my sr year wouldnt have been the same without you...You know im here to watch your kids for you whenever you need... I hope you enjoyed your night at my house the other day with my parents and the kaplans and all... Yeah well hope life improves for you... My families prayers are with you... Love ya(eventhough you gave me the 58 i diserved on the final) haha -JR JR - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 18:27:57 (EDT) You are truly amazing and incredibly strong.........still! I always thought that the computer acronym LOL was a little silly but you are the first to make me write it after reading your entries. I L(ed)OL! You make my day everytime I read your entry. We are thinking about you and hoping for much less pain......ouch....sounded awful. We just sent mom off to Atlanta and wanted to hop in with her. We sent her with a CD we made you. Ellie and I danced to it all morning, hoping to dance away some of your pain and then sending it your way with LOL(ove). Let me know if I can do anything. More over the phone soon. "Never, never, never, never give up." -someone very brillant xoxoxoxoxo julie and ellie - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 15:23:47 (EDT) Hi Jen, it's Cindy - a friend of David and Linda's. I haven't seen you since your first baby shower - now that is a shame! I so admire your determination, your wit and sense of humor. With that combination and the love and support of friends and family I just know you will kick this thing. The website is a great idea and please know that you have our love and prayers. Your great thoughts and comments are very inspiring and needless to say - quite entertaining. Later, Cindy Cindy Eatherton - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 15:16:00 (EDT) Jenny, We treasure you. Period. I have found this verse helpful: "We don't know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself talks to God for us." Nice. We are all listening for the Spirit's voice. Don, Susan, Don James, Aaron, Caleb, Jerome, and Amy Don McLaughlin - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 15:06:05 (EDT) Jennifer (cuz that's how I'll always remember you ^_^ ) Renee, the kids and I are praying for you! I am so very glad that you have created this weblog. I will check in frequently. I admire your courage and your wit. You are in God's hands so rest assured! May the Lord bless you and keep you and make his face shine upon you and give you peace! You're loving oldest Faulk cousin, Emmet Emmet Faulk - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 14:37:19 (EDT) Jenny, I really admire the strength and courage you demonstrate by putting together this webpage. You, Hal, and the kids are in my prayers. I hope the chemo goes easy on you! Love, Jennifer Hamlett Jennifer Hamlett - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 14:16:05 (EDT) Mrs Runkel! I am writing to let you know that i have been listening to an obscene amount of beatles music the past week in your honor. and of course i am praying for you and your family but i know that you are extremely strong-- last year i marveled at your ability to teach class with a cold. honestly, that sounds like the most miserable combination. lecturing to the sixth period class who didnt know when to shut up with a head cold. quite a feat. good luck with everything and i'll talk to you soon! Elizabeth Savage - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 13:52:47 (EDT) Hey, sweetie. Prayers going up for you. Tell Hal to put his oxygen mask on first before he puts yours on! Tina Seward - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 12:03:15 (EDT) Jenny, I've been thinking of you non-stop. Know that we are with you during your first round of Chemo. Hope the pictures and wallpaper are a lot nicer in the room than the other day :) Love you lots,....Mary Mary Sada - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 11:21:13 (EDT) I am really sorry they drilled on you yesterday. I am really happy that your kids came home and that you are my friend. Beverly Choate Dowdy - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 10:48:52 (EDT) Pace yourself for the marathon that I get the feeling this will be. Lots of prayers for you. And Hal. And Hannah. And Brandon. Stay positive & resolute. Dane Booth - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 09:58:03 (EDT) Jenny, you truly are an amazing person! It was so nice getting to know you these last 2 soccer seasons, and I look forward to freezing on the bleachers with you for many more. I can't tell you how ispired I have been by your thoughts and comments. I fractured my ankle last summer and did nothing but whine and complain, and here you are being so courageous during this whole ordeal! I am praying for complete healing for you, and for peace of mind and comfort for you and your family. It is amazing to see God's hand at work already, and I know he's working, because of the way in which you are handling all this. God bless you! Anita Farrell - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 09:53:11 (EDT) Jenny, Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and tell you you have the most amazing kids! Christy Christy Booth - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 09:14:43 (EDT) Ahh, baruim. The official sports drink of hospitals everywhere. Sure it tastes like liquid chalk, but it does cause all kinds of fun coming out the other end! Anyways, to be more serious, Chris Shim and I are praying for you here in Abilene, TX, where we all know prayers are more effective since they have the most churches per square mile in the country. I think about you and your family everyday and how much your class meant to me, and I just wanted to let you know that. Be strong(as if you could do anything else) and I'll keep you in my prayers. Grant Overman - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 08:47:43 (EDT) Jenny, I feel like I already know you thru Angie and after reading your posts I know we would be great friends if for no other reason than I would love to follow around someone who has the strength and courage to be themselves thru such a trauma. You are obviously a STRONG person with a wonderful sense of humor. I laughed out loud reading some of your comments. I have been praying for you and your husband and 2 children and will continue to lift you up before God. BEA ARTHUR FOREVER. You had me at hello with that comment. And then there's Maude, Julie Julie Woodroof - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 05:56:42 (EDT) Hello Jenny, I am a friend of Angie and David's, of the older generation but I guess you can use love and understanding from all age groups at this time. I've been through the gammet of diagnosis, surgery and treatment of Cancer and am now in remission and hopefully the next 5 years will prove to be the best years of my life. I've never appreciated all aspects of life like I have this past year. Colors are brighter, jokes are funnier and laughter feels better. Love is more abundant from friends and family and my love of the Holy Trinity is brighter. As you go through Chemo remember that each of your friends are there beside you and it helps to speak to them with your heart of things that are on your mind. Much love and support from one that has been there and made it. L in East Texas Loyce - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 05:14:42 (EDT) KNEW TODAY WOULD BE A ROUGH ONE & THOUGHT OF YOU ALL DAY. LIKE EVERYONE SAYS, YOUR DESCRIPTION OF YOUR DAYS, ARE VERY INFORMATIVE AND VERY AMUSING. (MUST BE THAT FAULK HUMOR) I KNOW YOU ARE GLAD THE KIDS ARE HOME. GIVE EACH OTHER KISSES FROM US. KEEP YOUR HEAD UP & I LOVE YOU ALL. HONEY - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 03:20:32 (EDT) Your strength and resolve are tremendously uplifting. You are dealing with this better than we are! Keep your great attitude and your delightful sense of humor. You make the world a better place. Thanks for being a part of my life. Dave Markert - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 02:24:47 (EDT) I'm with Brad. I'm so glad you posted, even though it probably hurt in more ways than one. You're made of tough stuff there, girl. And you passed it on to your kiddos. Hug them for me. Anne-Geri' Fann - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 01:39:09 (EDT) I have it on good authority that John Clovis, Jessie Long, AND Jami Denton (the three most Godly people I know) are praying for you . . . I expect you to be disease free (Clovis' prayer), debt free (Jessie's prayer), and a personal friend of Oprah (Jami's prayer) by the end of the week . . . Our thoughts are with you and Hal -- but the way I figure it, if you can flourish in a classroom with hormonal 17 year olds, then this experience will be a piece of cake. Brad Denton - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 23:35:31 (EDT) It's sound like you had a long day, but it also sounds like you handled it very well. Keep up the good work. Love, B D Big Daddy - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 22:52:49 (EDT) Hey, Jenny! I am sitting here crying...not because I am sad but because you are such a hoot! Funniest accounts of this experience..I am laughing and crying. I planned to call and sing "Happy Shrinking of your Tumor tomorrow" to the tune of "happy birthday to you"...but you said you were looking forward to a nice quiet night relaxing!! WE are praying for you and know that with your attitude and the support of family and friends, you will be free from this tumor and not have to wear your lime green bracelet forever! Get better and let us kick ass on the tennis courts soon! You are the best!!!! DotShaw/RickShaw - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 21:41:19 (EDT) Wow! You were allowed to watch Golden Girls? Man, I wish I had had liberal parents like yours! Those women were far too brassy for my mom. I admire your strength, courage, wit, and great tan legs. You and yours are in my thoughts and prayers. Jami Denton - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 19:50:38 (EDT) Jenny, You are such a talented writer to make the readers actually enjoy reading your updates. You are in our constant prayers. Take care. Allison Harper - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 18:39:45 (EDT) I love reading your posts - thanks for taking the energy and time! We will be keeping a close eye on your progress. Its great to sense your optimism and strength...very impressive-of course, I'm not surprised :). Much love always. Tami - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 18:32:24 (EDT) Oh, and Jenny. I hope this makes you smile and you'll know what I'm refering to even if others won't, but - - you look really good in that photo! *wink* Anne-Geri' Fann - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 18:29:33 (EDT) You are so funny! All my nurse friends enjoyed your sense of humor! I'm leaving tonight to go meet Tom and the kids-will be back Friday night and will be in touch then. Tell the kids we'll go to the pool when we get back from the lake. You're in my thoughts and prayers! Love you! Meredith - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 17:13:36 (EDT) Hi Jen, I'm so glad things going as well as can be expected for you. Oh and by the way, yes I remember Q-bert... Let Mary and or I know if you need anything we'll be there.. Take best of care Tony Tony Allen - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 17:00:05 (EDT) Jenny-- Thank you for keeping us all posted on this website. You are in so many people's thoughts and prayers. I will be thinking of you this week as you go through this first round of treatments. Keep up that winning attitude--you are helping yourself and blessing so many others with your courage. No doubt your willingness to share this personal experience will give someone else the courage that they seek in their life. May you feel God's presence and peace throughout your journey. We love you! Beth Jarrett - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 16:36:14 (EDT) Jenny, We think of you daily and you are in our prayers. We hear your name mentioned by many others! Pretty evident of how loved you are! Hang in there, and remember that God NEVER leaves your side.....Even the wonderful sense of humor you show in this only further proves that God's Holy Spirit is at work on you...letting you know that everything will be alright! The Tarpley Family - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 15:15:12 (EDT) God has a plan for you, that's for sure. The way you communicate with others during this ordeal is so enlightening. When you become 100% well, your story will be a perfect witnessing tool in His name. Books or speaking engagements seem fitting here. Kathy and I and the family will be praying diligently that God will provide you with all the necessary means to defeat this illness. May His grace be upon ALL of you and may the Holy Spirit be with you each and everyday of this difficult journey to bring you strength, comfort and peace. In Him, The Missel's Kerry Missel (a/k/a Jordyn's Dad!) - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 13:25:59 (EDT) Hello, Jenny! Your website is a great idea. This will keep us updated! We all love you so much. Thanks for sharing your sense of humor as well as the information which will help us understand. Hang in there. We're all here for you! May God continue to hold you firmly in His hands. ...Love, Barbara Barbara Perkins - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 12:54:16 (EDT) Jen, You are doing awesome. Keep up the positive spirit, it will pull you through. My families prayers are with you. Monique Haydel Trahan - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 12:49:15 (EDT) Jenny, You are amazing! I've always loved your spirit and it is shining through with every word you pen. I am glad your kids were able to be with grandma for a while. I am glad to hear that you are feeling ok after the testing. I continue to pray for you and your family daily. We're ready to help when needed. Love, Julia Julia Osteen - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 10:55:13 (EDT) Jenn, please tell Hal and the kids hello for me---Kevin Kevin Faulk - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 10:35:21 (EDT) You're my hero. I can't say it enough. David and Angie Fann - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 10:30:38 (EDT) Hey Jenn, Just wanted to let you know that i have the utmost faith that you will beat this. I spoke with my friends sister the other day who went through this exact thing not long ago. She is doing fine today and wanted to let you know her family is praying for your recovery. I will stay in touch!!!! Love you Kevin Kevin Faulk - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 10:04:53 (EDT) Heather McMahan - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 09:36:30 (EDT) You are my hero, girlfriend. You should definately write for a comedy show. So glad to hear the scan went well yesterday. Good luck on the biopsy today - you are in my thoughts and prayers. Give the kids hugs and kisses for me and let me know what you need. Mary Sada - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 09:32:26 (EDT) Hey Jen- thank you for the update and it really helped to hear your "voice" and your outlook on your illness. You have amazing strength and that will carry you during this time. Loved the verse by the way- I looked it up! I am adding it to my "warrior" verses! Here is another one for you- Lamentations 3:21-24. I will be checking this out daily! Love, Cristina Cristina Crays - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 08:25:31 (EDT) Jennifer, Reading your update has given me the utmost comfort in regards to your well being. Your positive outlook on the current situation has given me the confidence to know that YOU WILL BEAT THIS. My wife Lauren and I are praying hard for you and your beautiful family. Love the Birds by the way. I have not heard from you in quite awhile. Please keep us posted, and Keep the Faith and Positive attitude you obviously possess. God Bless. We Love You. Eric, Lauren, Austin and Landon, (& a baby girl due to bless us August 8th) Eric Faulk - Monday, June 20, 2005 at 21:43:24 (EDT) JEN, We just want you to know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. We Love You and Miss You... Take care, we will be in touch. If you need anything please don't hesitate to call. Love always, Lauren and Leanne P.S. Like on your wedding day, we are there kissing you on both cheeks! :) Lauren and Leanne Kimble - Monday, June 20, 2005 at 21:14:09 (EDT) |
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